new stuff for the new year

ey! miss me? u better. haha! well. highlight of my week would have to be getting a new (WHAT ELSE?) phone last saturday :) YIPEE! i deserve it. my new mantra. i deserve it. i worked my butt off for this. check it out: http://www.motorola.com/consumer/v/index.jsp?vgnextoid=44e25e014ac7c010VgnVCM1000008206b00aRCRD&show=productHome

guess which color's mine? hint: it's the same shade of outfit angelina jolie likes to wear almost all of the time... hmm?

OK... so. my "vacation"'s coming to an end in a few more hours. did i enjoy? hell yeah! did i get rest... mmmm, a little. i actually went back to the office last saturday to do some audits... and SHITTY! i got to see him again! SIGH... he even pointed out the fact that he was wearing the shirt i gave him. awwwwwwwwwww... sweetest ever.

OK... since i haven't been writing here for quite some time, here's my music list right now:

• delicate - damien rice
• someday - nina
• smile - tamia
• get up - ciara
• forever and ever amen - 8mm
• prelude 12/21 - AFI
• LOVESTONED - justin timberlake (i soooooooooooo love this song! transition is hot!)
• step up soundtrack is awesome
• non-believer - la rocca
• come to me - p. diddy and nicole scherzinger
• do it alone - sugarcult
• i can't get next to you - the temptations
• wolf like me - tv on the radio
• honey soundtrackis also hot
• what goes around, comes around - justin timberlake (in fact, his entire album rocks... as usual!)
• irreplaceable - beyonce
• half crazy (live) - freestyle
• sexy back and my love - justin timberlake (i'm nuts about this guy... not oo obvious, huh?)
• do it - nelly furtado
• happy feet soundtrack (song of the heart is soooooo cute!)

remember, this track list encompasses almost 5 months of me not logging in here, that's why some of them may be "old" songs.... i'm having trouble downloading songs actually. I DUNNO WHAT TO DOWNLOAD ANYMORE! i feel like i have everything here already. hee!

oh well. my thoughts are like, insane right now, so i'm not going to blurb here for long. tata!

there goes my life

wow! where do i begin? so the last post i had was back in... AUGUST????? yah. right. august. ok. so i've been REALLY busy. scratch that. extremely tired even to just write/type my feelings and thoughts and whatevers in here. but boy, did i miss it. so here goes...

i'm in love. definitely. absolutely. confirmed. good part, i see him everyday. bad part? he's married. with a kid. uh huh. or should i say uh-oh? you get the idea... or not. well, whatever. i just wanted to say it out loud. shout it from the mountaintops... or skyrise as it were. no mountains here. just buildings, malls, condos... ok, babbling. but i just realized that what i'm feeling now is the same thing i've felt when i was trying to figure out my feelings for my boyfriend. ok. did i not say i had a boyfriend? YUP. boyfriend. lover. partner. whatever you wanna call it. so there. long story short --> i'm in love with a man who's got a wife and kid (seems happy enough) and i have someone who loves me who i know i also love... talk about the tangled web we weave.

there's this quote i got from a forwarded text message: "it hurts when the person you love loves someone else and all you can do is continue loving him, watch him from a distance. you just walk away and say to yourself, "there goes my life"... it actually summarizes what i feel exactly. as of this moment, right now. every single freaking day. i go to his office and i'm reminded that he has a life with another woman. a seemingly happy life. eats up at me, really. i just am SO confused and paranoid and overwhelmed. i dunno why i'm working anymore. am i working for myself or for him or because of him? am i going insane? or am i just stupid? ok. don't answer that.

so many things have happened to me since i last posted... there was this incident with a co-worker who was fairly close to him and we got into a sort of falling out. i say "sort of" because i had NO IDEA what the fuck her problem was. and so i totally felt it that he was taking sides when that happened and i really hated him for a while. it was confirmed because apparently, other people felt the same way, or at least saw that he does take sides. bad trait to have, but i guess that's him.

so anyway, we've moved from one building to another (temporarily) and now it's been KINDA easier to see him everyday. i miss him, in the way that i don't really get to hang out with him anymore; our mode of communication is through instant messaging... which inadvertently, is the highlight of this blog. simply because he actually admitted he had a crush on me on said IM. of course when he wrote that, my heart skipped a beat, my knees went weak, i freaked out in my head, i tried so hard not to scream and i just totally went insane! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! if you knew me, you'd be laughing hysterically now. so yah. that made my week. maybe my year. i dunno.

and then there's this thing about getting people to volunteer to be OICs (officer in charge) and i was told by one of my co-workers that i should do that, i told her, i need to hear it from him. i need to know that he needs me. because there's this other girl at work, someone i USED to be close with and now for some weird reason, we've drifted apart. i just know things like that. you get caught up in your own world and next thing you know, months had gi=one by and you're not the same people as you were the lats time you were together. and i feel like people are pitting us against each other. i mean, he's really, really impressed with her and that just makes me green. yah, ok, envious. it just kills me. and now, people are pushing me to do this OIC thing, when the one person whose opinion matters the most wouldn't even open up a conversation about it with me. which just blows.

gosh it feels so good writing stuff down. not keeping it bottled up inside, ya know? coz THAT would really kill you. yah huh it's true.

so ok. maybe i'll shut up and save the rest for this month. hopefully with my upcoming VL, i get to fill this up some more. toodles!

pends... choices... and OB

hmm... where to start? well, for starters, i can't get my work out of my mind (whoa, isn't that a song?) i mean, i just wanna help the people that i've been talking to get to a quick and easy resolution for their problems. i mean, i've been so SWAMPED with work nowadays! i mean, my voicemail EVERY freakin' DAY is like 22!!!!!!!! then there're the emails, the escalations, the research on their issues, the emails to the sales reps and their supervisors... i just need a break i think. and lately, i've just been to tired to even get up. i mean, it takes a LOT of effort for me to wake up and get going... but i LOVE my job! i just... i can't give it up (i know that now) but each day that passes is like another one closer to making a decision in getting that dream that's not even completely my own and another day that i'll miss.

then there's this SERIOUS infatuation with a co-worker/boss/married guy with a kid/has a really cute butt/is really H-O-T-T/my dream guy/huge flirt/really smart and funny!Ü i just can't stop thinking about the guy and now, it's getting even worse cause i work for/with him and i see him everyday and it's driving me nuts and i just want to have sex with him to get it over with! whew! there. i said it. well... wrote it. in a blog. online. on the world wide web. damn.

did i mention i bought an ipod? and now i want to upgrade it? haha! i'm just obsessed with music! aahh! justin timberlake's new song "sexy back" is like da bomb! he's like, so flexible and so knows what he's doing and timbaland helping didn't hurt at all. and speaking of timbaland, he has a song with nelly furtado too, "promiscuous"... hawt! ;) then there's jessica simpson's song. public affair. why i like it, i don't know, but it has that whole madonna-80's vibe to it... hmm... whatever..... went shopping again! haha! love it when my money goes somewhere. bought a jacket, shoes, boots, a bag, jewelry...

and now, because of my lust for this one guy, i'm in a "love song" mood... downloading everything from shanice to jennifer love hewitt to mariah carey... wow. this guy's pretty amazing cause he's made me do something i haven't done in a long time... it's complicated, kids. go to sleep! ta-ta!

SPIDEY!

long weekend's rest

look after you - the fray
empty room - marjorie fair

last may 19-21, we were in bora and it was one of the best summers of my life! loved the sand, the water, the tan, the shopping, some rain and food... hanging out with my friends... hay grabe! saya! we just partied, met a real cute swiss guy and shopped til we dropped... the initial ride was really something for me... got really dizzy, as in di na ko makakain bwiset! i just slept til it was morning then everything was fine...

when we got there, wala, direcho tour, snorkeling, crystal cave posing, eating... shopping... getting ready for a night out... so much fun!

say somethin' - mariah carey feat. snoopy

just had a long weekend and in the midst of going back to school in a nursing course while working at amber... hmm... pretty interesting, i think.

BORA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YAHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! got back from bora last monday and i. had. a. blast. so loved everything! i will write about it in more detail this weekend when i get the chance. for now, sleep is beckoning.

impossible mission (force) hehe! and the BEST finale ever! (well, so far ;))

don't forget about us - mariah carey
say something - mariah carey and snoop dogg

OK. i'll try to critique the first "blockbuster" movie of 2006... here goes...

except for tom cruise, ving rhames, jonathan rhys meyers, (the fantastic) lawrence fishburne and the rest of the cast, M.I.:3 might as well have been called Alias The Movie. considering it was directed by the creator of the aforementioned show (J.J. Abrams), M.I.:3 applied almost all of the techniques that made sydney bristow and her C.I.A. friends famous their first (and second and third and fourth...) year out.


stickwitu - pussycat dolls (listening to the whole album, actually)

i mean, from the very beginning, it was so alias! from the 20-minute intro to the thingy inside the prisoner's brain to the adrenaline-injecting scene to the damn music! i mean, i half-expected irina derevko or sark to come out!

that said, i actually appreciated it more than the first two installments. loved the bridge scene that was kinda reminiscent of true lies... hmm... noticing a pattern here? OK. i have to say, i was kinda disappointed with keri russell's role in the film. i mean, i thought SHE was the love interest. whatever, tom cruise. keri russell's the same age (or close to) as your wife! gimme a break! little sister my ass. no offense to your leading lady, but thandie newton would've whooped her ass!

anyway, on to the BEST news! OTH ROCKED DA HOUSE! the season finale was just AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TEN THUMBS UP TO MARK SCHWAHN! dude, you're da man! besides directing the season's last episode, schwahn is also the ingenius creator of this fantabulous show... the ending scene just choked me. NATHAN!

i have to admit, sophia bush was really something in her scenes with chad and hilarie (OK, hint: none of them were laughing)... i mean, she was pissed off! he!

but naley just still takes my breath away. i mean, joy was awesome! she was so fantastic just standing there helpless and screaming and desperate. and james. oh. my. gosh. did i tell you i love you yet?

i'm 24! :)

maybe - kaskade

one of the best birthdays i had in years... got 2 bouquets of flowers plus got to watch right below with TC, rye and carlo... we ate at gateway... hung out...

sweet love - kaskade

nothing's really changed with me, except maybe i'm just older... possibly wiser and most probably even more stubborn than before. yesterday i got to hang out with my best friend too... missed her so much! even though i was really, really tired, i still went out with her cuz she was having some boyfriend problems... basically, the guy's an ass. nuff said.

can't wait to go to bora!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! major planning and preparation ito... i bought some clothes already, bag na lang... i really want a red one... i think you'll look stylish and sleek if you have red luggage...

when i was watching eight below yesterday, i think i was the only one crying! i didn't care... kakaawa mga doggie eh... they were left in antarctica for 175 days to fend for themselves :( but the movie's really good and i guess that surprised me a little. plus, a little paul walker didn't hurt one bit! ;)


look after you - the fray

i am loving this band, the fray... as always, they were featured in OTH and i am so inlove with their song look after you... hmm... wonder why i'm listening to it now?! hehe.

i just love this season!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OTH gets better and better everyday! wow! we all want a season 4! can't wait what happens when nathan jumps in the water to save his loved ones... i heard haley was going to go after him (and ruin that gorgeous gown :()

another song to love: we belong together by gavin degraw.

JEYTON is back! :D

OK. it is goshdarnit hot in here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gotta go take a shower... catch ya later guys.

hungry and sleepy... what's new?

no, no, no (remix) - destiny's child feat. wyclef jean

fell asleep hungry, woke up hungry... what's new? whatever. sometimes i just really hate money. especially when i don't have a lot of it and when i have to pay off debts for it...

angel - amanda perez

OK. i have a new crush. riley smith. really hot. i thought i'd seen him somewhere! he was kyle singer in 24!!!! see, i was watching this movie, spring break, shark attack (i know. pathetic. i just woke up ok?) and i saw him and he was hot... so, thought i'd imdb him. he's so summery... like he belongs in california or something... i love his look. so cute, hot, sexy. he's fine... apparently he's from iowa... hmm... makes you wonder...

tru love - faith evans

can't stop thinking about one other person though... wow. so favorite number ko sya ganon? whatever. but can't help it. he's so charming and sweet and funny and smart and cute and hot and entertaining (wink!) and a gentleman and mysterious...

slow jamz - twista feat. jamie foxx

haha! one thing. i woke up 6pm sat i thought my alarm didn't go off and i was late for work. umm, workaholic much? yah i think so... it's so funny! i'm just exhausted i think.

dare to walk the line

I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THIS REVIEW!

Review by: Mark Englehart
Starring: Joaquin Phoenix, Reese Witherspoon
8 out of 10 stars: "The only time you're allowed to talk to me is onstage," Reese Witherspoon says to Joaquin Phoenix near the end of Walk the Line, and they're words well spoken, for when either of these two stars are performing, separate or together, this movie comes electrifyingly to life. As Johnny Cash, legendary man in black, and June Carter Cash, his lifetime love, Phoenix and Witherspoon do most of their romancing, flirting, courting and fighting while they're singing in front of an audience, as opposed to when they're alone together. Offstage, they're halting and shy, or obstinate and angry, all surface emotions that barely scratch the surface of their dialogue; onstage, however, they buzz with an energy that's giddy and intoxicating, communicating a wealth of emotions and enacting what can only be called a modern day mating dance. Hovering closer to each other over a microphone than they ever do in real life, they come so tantalizingly close as they sing, mouths almost next to each other, that to kiss would seem almost anticlimactic - not to mention that it would take away from the incredible music they're making. And when they sing, Walk the Line pulses with a life you can rarely find anywhere these days in a movie world where the artificial passes for reality.

As for the rest of the movie, well, despite those great performances and a studious, earnest attention to detail, Walk the Line is an aggressively standard biopic, in both its form and execution. The structure is no different from any other celeb story you've seen, as it's told in flashback, hits all the high (and low) points at the appropriate times, and by the end puts its flawed yet iconic hero on the right track to fame and fortune and immortality. To say such rote things about this movie, though, is to neglect the sizzle that Phoenix and Witherspoon give it, and their performances alone are enough to make it great and worthy of notice - much as Jamie Foxx did for Ray last year. This time out, however, the two stars (unlike Foxx) do their own singing, and their performances, both musical and non-musical, lift Walk the Line from its rather standard conception. Of course, it doesn't hurt that it tells the story of one of the great 20th century romances, that the music is phenomenal, and that it's all handsomely, lovingly mounted with just the right amount of reverence. Were that it was as bold as its hero and heroine, though -- that movie would knock your socks off.

There's a reason middling directors are attracted to biopics - they're an easy format to work within, and allow just the right amount of creativity and expression before bumping up against a border that keeps it all within its shape; it's the cinematic equivalent of coloring within the lines. When great directors try it, like Martin Scorsese with The Aviator, the result is artsy mess that doesn't get to either the heart of its main character or its director; when adventurous directors try it, like Julie Taymor with Frida, the result is something unabashedly fun and daring, but you leave feeling more a kinship with the art than the artist. (Of course, when bad directors go at it, you get a campy mess like De-Lovely or Beyond the Sea.) But when, well, okay directors try it, what you get is something rather safe, at times dull, and only fitfully illuminating about the characters it portrays. Taylor Hackford achieved similar results with Ray, which was certainly entertaining if manipulative, and gave sparkles and shimmers to a story that could have been told as easily within a VH-1 documentary. Similarly, James Mangold does the same with Walk the Line, drawing the outlines of Cash's life with big, broad strokes that never threaten to go off the page, and connecting the salient points of the singer's life like so many dots.

With Cash's seminal concert at Folsom State Prison as its choice of framing device, Walk the Line immediately flashes back to its protagonist's poor childhood picking cotton alongside his cold father (Robert Patrick), loving mother (Shelby Lynne), and adored brother, Jack (Lucas Till). From there it's a short jump to Jack's tragic death in a tablesaw accident, then a grown-up Johnny's enlistment in the army, his marriage to the young Vivian (Ginnifer Goodwin), and his budding attempts at singing and songwriting. Along the way there are little roadside distractions - there's Johnny crafting the lyrics to "Folsom Prison Blues," there's a young singer named Elvis Presley (Tyler Hilton) recording at Sun Records, there's little Rosanne Cash as a squalling baby - but only a little to flesh out Cash's story. Mangold does dole out tantalizing glimpses, especially Phoenix trying out Cash's trademark growl in his first few songs, but the movie doesn't truly light up until Phoenix gets in front of a microphone, and then it blasts into something resembling pure Technicolor. And when a little spitfire named June Carter comes along, well… it's fireworks all around.

Shucking off the trappings around them - namely Jerry Lee Lewis (Waylon Payne), Roy Orbison (Johnathan Rice), and the aforementioned Presley - Phoenix and Witherspoon hone in on each other with the precision of sharpshooters and dig into both their own characters and each other's. A standard meet-and-greet at an all-night diner is sweet and touching with the right hints of awkwardness and desire, but when he coerces her into singing onstage, then all bets are off and the two actors - and characters - come together with a blissful kind of alchemy rarely seen. It's hard to put words to it, but their give and take is so nuanced, so seductive, so perfect, that you can't help but be caught up in it. And once they've performed together, their interaction infuses the rest of Phoenix and Witherspoon's musical performances, as it seems (as it did in real life) that Johnny and June are singing solely for each other, to express their love and tell their stories.

This chemistry takes the film through both its highlight, a tour in Vegas that culminates in a one-night stand, and its lowlight, Cash's drug addiction and withdrawal. The drug sequences are a bit of a long haul, as this kind of thing has been done much better in other movies, but it is enlivened by nice grace notes; June, protesting to her mother that she doesn't want to get further into Cash's problems, is kindly rebuffed that "Honey, you're already in it." Once Cash is cleaned up and in fighting shape again, the movie speeds towards the Folsom Prison show, an electric performance that's one of the best concert scenes in recent memory, and then to the night of February 22, 1968, when Johnny proposes to June onstage and she finally says yes.

It's in that final scene that the movie earns - and cashes in -- all the emotion and good will it's pent up for its two-hour plus running time, and Phoenix and Witherspoon finally consummate their onstage romance with a passionate kiss. Both actors come together effortlessly, and it's the kind of cathartic, ecstatic embrace that's the stuff of great acting. And despite their opposite approaches to the material, Phoenix and Witherspoon work together with a perfect kind of grace. His Johnny is firmly grounded in a growly kind of Method acting, all angst and grimaces and begging and pleading, with emotions all over the place, while her June is all showbiz sweetness, a smooth surface that belies a wealth of stubbornness and bravery and grit. During most of the movie you certainly get a feeling for their passion, but not the great obsession that spawned the desire of "Ring of Fire." But in their final scenes, however, all the tortured emotions that have ensnared Johnny and June come bubbling to the surface and spill over. And despite Walk the Line's many flaws, it's well worth the wait.

I CANNOT WAIT TO WATCH THIS MOVIE NOW!

impending doom and missing it

totally missed the oscars! and i had my heart set on watching jon stewart host it and seeing everyone i've loved from the beginning of their careers: heath ledger (i've watched him after i saw 10 things), reese witherspoon (such a cute, cute girl!), joaquin phoenix (crush forever!), michelle williams (dawson's creek was one of my fave shows before)... i was really disappointed that neither joaquin nor heath won, but i'm real glad they got in there at least. watching the backstage interviews right now and reese just said "just keep working hard"... hardwork really DOES pay off!Ü

i just wish i had seen walk the line when it came out. i really wanted to, i just didn't have the time. and now i have to buy the dvd somewhere... i so love joaquin! when i first saw the trailer, i just loved him in it and now i'm more intrigued with reese's performance because she won for it! can't wait!

OK... a while ago, my TC, bianca, mavic and anthony and i went out for drinks and eating and just hanging out and i just really enjoyed it a lot! kinda disappointed that some of the people we invited didn't show up, but whatever.

to live and die in L.A. - tupac

impending doom would be someone's wedding next sat... whatever. ayoko na!

basta... work my butt off and reap the rewards... can't wait to do some major shoppingÜ

tupac

runnin' (dying to live)

oh my gosh. one of the best documentaries i've seen since bowling for columbine and fahrenheit 9/11... this is so freakin' amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was a bit confused and not-too-informed about the whole east-coast, west-coast, tupac-vs.-biggie thing so this film really cleared things up for me.

i got to see a side of someone he doesn't show to a lot of people, i think. this was so beautifully done. kudos to lauren lazin! amazing job:)

i just checked it on imdb.com and turns out eminem had ahand in producing some of the songs for the soundtrack... it kicks ass, em! the thing is, i LOVE hiphop and rap and r&b and all that, but in the height of tupac's fame, i was kinda "scared" to listen to his music, and i guess i was still too young to understand it all... but now, when i watched the movie and then heard the songs they used, i LOVED THEM ALL!!!! my fave right now is the same song i'm playing : runnin'. it just kills!

i loved it so much because 1. i was re-exposed to this type of music again, and this time i appreciate it 100% 2. i finally found out the "truth" about what exactly happened with tupac and biggie and the whole shooting thing... i still love the part when their moms hugged at the VMAs. that was really special.

tupac was a phenom. i mean, he can actually back that mouth up! he can say stuff and he makes sense! granted that not everyone listens, but he is heard. 33.5 million records sold is no joke. i love that he was man enought to admit that jail changes you... for the worse. he said he was drained and uninspired and that he wasn't able to write anything. tupac was pretty deep. if you actually TAKE TIME to LISTEN to his songs ans understand and analyze, you realize that what he's talking about doesn't stray too far from what martin luther king, jr said or what the black panthers were fighting for. i now know what he stood for, what he was saying and who he was talking to. thank God for this movie. you're missing half of your life if you still haven't seen this.

missing you - tyler hilton

and now to the landmark ONE TREE HILL episode. it.rocked.period. naley was just perfection. the whole always and forever thing just made me choke up! and the protective naley was something and the handholding! i love this show! apart from the naleys and leytons, this show matters because it tackles a sensitive subject and was done in really good taste.

this quote just kills me:









This cruelty, this hatred, how did it find us?
Did it steal into our lives, or did we seek it out and embrace it?
What happened to us?
That we now send our children into the world like we send young men to war...
Hoping for their safe return...But knowing that some will be lost along the way.
When did we lose our way?
Consumed by the shadows, swallowed whole by the darkness.
Does this darkness have a name?
Is it your name?

oh! the best! this entire episode was da bomb! it just rocked. and now, for my fave naley moments:

rockin' da house at the town hall meetingÜ

wooooooooohhhooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ang sarap ng gabi ko! it started out kinda bad, but ended up being one of the most memorable nights of my lifeÜ

OK. papis, booze, music and a rockstar contest... what more can you ask for??? i am so, so blessed to have a job in ambergrisÜ this is such a wonderful company! sobrang babait ng mga tao, saya kasama ng teammates ko and love ko na sila! and i loved dancing again! after such a long time of NOT dancing, this was a blast! a breath of fresh air! and the rockstar contest was awesome! ambergris rockstar featured 11 contestants from different accounts in the company vying for a position as the lead singer of a rock band... hehe! cute! i didn't actually see the show (the one on tv), but i loved this conceptÜ and they picked a real good one! and she's a girl!!!!!!!!!!!!! yahooooooooooooo!!!! kilala pa ni mavic, schoolmate pala nya! astig! she was so niceÜ rochelle/kim. wishing her all the best!

huddle formation - the go! team

dance, dance! i loved every minute of it! from the very beginning, i never sat down to rest, as in sayaw kung sayawÜ sobrang sakit na ng paa pero sige pa rin! hehe! i LOVE dancing!!!!!!!!!!!! sakit pa rin ng paa ko, but so worth it!Ü ang cucute sumayaw nila TC marcos, jay-r, rye, fritzie, hannah, paolo, lea (in fairness!), jm boy... saya!

i'm actually not sick of seeing these people over and over again... ang cute!

yesterday naman, i got to spend it with ruthie on her birthday... ang sweet nga nya eh, pati mom nya, they invited me as an usherette in ruthie's brother's wedding in may. aliw! ruthie and i went to greenbelt to eat, watch a movie (brokeback mountain... ang ganda! you should watch it if you haven't yet) and just do a little shopping and roaming around...

hopefully next time amg-enchanted ang mga teammates, makasama nakoÜ

all work, work, work... some play

where gravity is dead - laura veirs

last saturday, i went home like, 2:30 pm coming from a 10pm-7am shift. but i wasn't at all tired! funny enough. i just love my job so much! (hopefully i can say the same thing in like, a couple of months) and also, money's not an issue really. i just feel real easy and happy and satisfied and thankful (very, very, very appreciative, God! thanks!)

i'll catch you - the get up kids

i love the fact that even though my workplace is so far away from my house, that i don't have that feeling of being sick and tired of what i've been doing for a whole week. and that's very hard not to do. i mean, people complain all the time about work and money and their boss and co-workers and all that. but i find myself just being thankful and cheery about mine. so weird! but... nice!:)

hope - the submarines

OK. back to OTH. this pic will say it all when the episode airs:











i just can't wait for it to. the preview looks smashing! OK. i can't shut up about OTH. sue me. it's just the greatest show ever! i just love that they're doing a whole Columbine-type episode this march. can't wait!

as for the prev ep... this is one of my fave moments:

heehee!

wow! i am so buzzed! and the iced tea did not help!

i love my job and all, but O.T. everyday is getting ridiculous. it's either we have such a shitload of work piled up or i'm doing something wrong prioritizing stuff...

anyway, i'm just downloading some mp3s and just trying to fall asleep... been posting like crazy in the boards and now i think everyone's asleep too... shit! i can't fucking sleep! i just wanna work again........OK. workaholic much? hee!

just trying to kill the buzz. i'm not high or anything, just hyped up because of the caffeine i think and also getting so many orders from people.

OK. i will never take a cab again this week. which means, i shouldn't do anymore unpaid O.T.s hee! but i just hate work piling up like that! i know i'll suffer in the end. and now i seem to have to wake up early just to get a jumpstart on work later. whatever! i'm loving it! yah. i'm weird. shut up.

OK. i'm blabbering. a sure sign i'm so caffeineited. hee! and i keep writing hee. shit.

OK. let's do what peyton did: my top 10 movies are (not in any particular order:

1. william shakespeare's romeo and juliet (yes, the leo version! and shut up!)
2. serendipity
3. waking life (if you don't know this movie, you're a loser)
4. before sunset (again, if you're clueless, don't bother reading the rest)
5. crash
6. almost famous
7. virgin suicides
8. a walk to remember
9. the notebook
10. blue crush

top 10 albums i'd bring along if i'm stuck in an island:

1. OTH soundtracks 1&2 (OK. i cheated. sue me!)
2. alicia keys unplugged
3. justified (justin timberlake)
4. mariah carey greatest hits (or just any mariah album for that matter)
5. u2 greatest hits (or just any u2 album... they're the best!)
6. blue crush soundtrack
7. save the last dance soundtrack
8. any madonna album
9. feeder
10. switchfoot

OK.... i've got more, but i'm getting kinda sleepy. thank God! note to self: stop drinking iced tea!
g'night!

been a while...

wow naman! super tagal ko na hindi nagsusulat dito! exag! ganon ka-busy ang buhay ko ngayon... internet is for orders and just checking mail... but i'm not complaining! what a great job i have... kahit almost everyday overtime, OK lang... masaya pa rin!

just the girl i'm looking for - the click five

for some reason, i so love this song right now... cute video too...

OK. a bit of an update. i work for ambergris solutions now as agent/case manager (it's complicated, i'm an inbound AND outbound agent at the same time) saya! in fairness, even if the work is really heavy and sometimes confusing (because of the different spiels i have to say and different type of work i have to do for each), masaya and enjoy pa rin... kahit malayo, happy pa rin ako kse i know i'm being productive and the people around me are so supportive and talented and amazing. swerte ko tlga. and to think that the new year and God gave this to me. saktong jan 1, may trabaho agad ako after only a few weeks of resigning... thank You tlga, Lord!plus, the people are so great! my team's fantastic and my team captain is fabulous! another thing why my batch is so incredible? we're the first one. hehe.

***my dog is sleeping under my chair right now... sweetest thing!

i've made real good friends. plus our trainer kim was so awesome. she was so incredibly patient with us and so sweet and nice and made learning so much fun.... i miss her so much!

we didn't start the fire - billy joel

i dunno what to feel right now... excitement, fear, nervousness, dazed, confused, sleepy, hungry... worry... maybe more of the last one because we're supposed to graduate this week and we should all pass!!!!!!!!!!!!

OK. so i've been making my own mixes and stuff and people have started to order cd compilations and so far, OK naman... kanina pala "nag-shopping" kme ni mavic... which was overshadowed by my contact lens panic. when i got home and took them off, what should i see in the mirror but the layer of my eye blowing up like a fucking balloon in my eye! putangina talaga! kala ko i had to be operated on, ganon ka-serious. pero thank God again that the doctor (who was actually kinda cute;)) said that it'll be OK and i just need to rest my eyes for a week (no contacts :() and just put the drops i bought 4x a day...

if - dragmatic

got my backpay... measely 8,000 for a year and a month's stay... wow. thank you ha.

NALEY'S BACK.

aching, but happy

lucky kid - sheryl crow

that's what my body feels right now. shit. and i still have two more cds to finish (orders)... the song i'm listening to right now's really cute. i have a newfound appreciation for sheryl crow. before, like 1997 or something, i really liked her. every song she comes out with i love... but not until she released soak up the sun and the first cut is the deepest that i, shall we say, was reintroduced to her and i'm loving her songs now just as i did before.

someday (unplugged) - mariah carey

i love bearshare! it's so fast! love it! love it! love it!
going back to work tomorrow and yah i love my new job... love it! the people are nice, my co-trainees are funny, happy, nice; a pretty dynamic group, actually. made new friends already. and our trainer, kim, she's awesome! really funny too...

jackson 5 medley - nsync

OK. so i went to the NBI renewal center in megamall last thursday and i couldn't believe that at 10 am (right when the mall opened) it had aline from the ground floor right up to the 6th fucking floor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! never seen anything like that before. and now i'm paying for it because i wore high heeled shoes (i wasn't expecting to go there, but i wanted to kill 2 birds with 1 stone and look where it got me). so much for thinking! whatever.

tim mcgraw and nsync medley

wow. saturday just passed me by. amazing what sleep can do!:) haha! i'm just downloading some tunes for the orders i got from a friend... nice music selection... funny how a person's music preferences say so much about them when they don't say a word talking about themselves:) did i say that i love bearshare? i do! hehe!

remember this: 10,000 :)

think positive! be happy! thank God ALWAYS! ciao!

crash

haha! the computer did that... not related to anything aero or something... whatever. da hell m i saying???????

i haven't slept yet, so maybe that's why... i'm just really happy coz i got the internet connection back and now i'm downloading tunes like crazy! aaaaaahhhhh! love it!

i'll write back later when i've gotten enough sleep and the buzz has died. later!

bagong taon

hahahahaha! happy new year y'all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!