hmm... where to start? well, for starters, i can't get my work out of my mind (whoa, isn't that a song?) i mean, i just wanna help the people that i've been talking to get to a quick and easy resolution for their problems. i mean, i've been so SWAMPED with work nowadays! i mean, my voicemail EVERY freakin' DAY is like 22!!!!!!!! then there're the emails, the escalations, the research on their issues, the emails to the sales reps and their supervisors... i just need a break i think. and lately, i've just been to tired to even get up. i mean, it takes a LOT of effort for me to wake up and get going... but i LOVE my job! i just... i can't give it up (i know that now) but each day that passes is like another one closer to making a decision in getting that dream that's not even completely my own and another day that i'll miss.
then there's this SERIOUS infatuation with a co-worker/boss/married guy with a kid/has a really cute butt/is really H-O-T-T/my dream guy/huge flirt/really smart and funny!Ü i just can't stop thinking about the guy and now, it's getting even worse cause i work for/with him and i see him everyday and it's driving me nuts and i just want to have sex with him to get it over with! whew! there. i said it. well... wrote it. in a blog. online. on the world wide web. damn.
did i mention i bought an ipod? and now i want to upgrade it? haha! i'm just obsessed with music! aahh! justin timberlake's new song "sexy back" is like da bomb! he's like, so flexible and so knows what he's doing and timbaland helping didn't hurt at all. and speaking of timbaland, he has a song with nelly furtado too, "promiscuous"... hawt! ;) then there's jessica simpson's song. public affair. why i like it, i don't know, but it has that whole madonna-80's vibe to it... hmm... whatever..... went shopping again! haha! love it when my money goes somewhere. bought a jacket, shoes, boots, a bag, jewelry...
and now, because of my lust for this one guy, i'm in a "love song" mood... downloading everything from shanice to jennifer love hewitt to mariah carey... wow. this guy's pretty amazing cause he's made me do something i haven't done in a long time... it's complicated, kids. go to sleep! ta-ta!
