April 11, 2005 12:50am
I’m writing this in word because I can’t seem to open a webpage when connecting to the net… another one of my problems. Well, I had the chicken pox and now it’s going away, slowly, but surely☺ but the doctor said that I can only go back to work if all the scabs or whatever healed up and were gone, otherwise, it’s a risk of passing it on to someone else.
Anyway, I’m just really bored at home, watching TV, (used to) surf the Internet… eat, sleep, take care of my dog --- another topic later. I wish I’d bought the DVD player then! Shit.
And now I know going back to work I wouldn’t have any salary next payday because I didn’t work for 2 friggin’ weeks! I hate this! And I can barely get by with what I have now! Tuff. I’m just so nervous and worried about the certification… I have awful stats! And now this setback of me getting sick! I hate it! I sure hope there’s something good after this…
I can’t even setup or go to my barkada’s meeting. Ina and Gel are leaving for the States and Japan respectively, going back to their lives and we haven’t even seen each other, much less talk! =(
My dog found a freakin’ girlfriend. He rarely comes home now and even fights the other dogs whenever they get near the bitch. I just don’t like it. Yes! I’m jealous. Whatever. I’m just selfish that way…
April 11, 2005 7:23am
The fucking Internet is still not working… so I’ll be typing my thoughts here again… there comes certain times (to me at least) when the brain just starts to run and run and run, like you drank 4 cups of coffee in a row or something…
I finally got bored with watching TV and staying at home… I guess I miss work (weird!) and my officemates and friends and just talking to customers; some of them can be nice☺
Thank God you can’t get chicken pox ever again once you do get it☺☺☺
I MISS THE INTERNET! SHET!
Monday, April 11, 2005
Wednesday, April 6, 2005
chicken pox
ok... i've accepted it already, though i still can't live with it! damn, these things are fuckin' itchy! anyway, i didn't realize what it was until my friend, jing, told me. then i visited the nurse to get consultation and she sent me home. when i got home, i was semi-ok; kinda nauseous but ok... it was in full bloom then, so when i got back from the doctor, he just signed the sss papers and gave me a medical certificate.
another reason to hate your job/workplace: if they literally make you sick. a warning to those working in confined spaces and particularly airconditioned ones... always ask if they're ventilating the place... whether they're airing out or fumigating the previous week's dirt or not. i did some research regarding chicken pox and turns out that for you to catch it, there's an incubating period of 1-2 days; wherein you'll be coughing a lot or basically already spreading the freakin' virus around and didn't even know it. which was what happened to me. when i talked to the nurse, she said that if ever my case WAS chicken pox, i would be the 4th person to get it in the company. grrrreat.
with all the coughing i did in the past week or so, i may have spread that virus around to a good 5 or 10 people, depending on who hasn't gotten it yet or who's immune system is weak. i couldn't have gotten it anywhere else. know why? i didn't GO anywhere else. my routine is: sleep, wakeup, eat, go to work, go home, sleep. even on my days off i couldn't find the energy to go out and be with friends or even shop by myself or whatever. i usually just rest it off. and it made complete sense that the virus was airborne and that i was stuck there for like 9, sometimes 11 hrs a day for overtimes and stuff.
i'm more upset because not too long ago, i got the mumps too. ha! and i had also been working in the same company. still am. geez! i know they're cost-cutting, but come on! to endanger your employees' lives like that??? i'm just saying, it's not worth it, what i'm doing and what they're paying me... i know i shouldn't, but i've got no one else to talk to about this. i've constantly complained to other people in the office who agree as well but to no avail.... thank God i'm not in any serious health condition or anything... --- that was sarcastic.
another reason to hate your job/workplace: if they literally make you sick. a warning to those working in confined spaces and particularly airconditioned ones... always ask if they're ventilating the place... whether they're airing out or fumigating the previous week's dirt or not. i did some research regarding chicken pox and turns out that for you to catch it, there's an incubating period of 1-2 days; wherein you'll be coughing a lot or basically already spreading the freakin' virus around and didn't even know it. which was what happened to me. when i talked to the nurse, she said that if ever my case WAS chicken pox, i would be the 4th person to get it in the company. grrrreat.
with all the coughing i did in the past week or so, i may have spread that virus around to a good 5 or 10 people, depending on who hasn't gotten it yet or who's immune system is weak. i couldn't have gotten it anywhere else. know why? i didn't GO anywhere else. my routine is: sleep, wakeup, eat, go to work, go home, sleep. even on my days off i couldn't find the energy to go out and be with friends or even shop by myself or whatever. i usually just rest it off. and it made complete sense that the virus was airborne and that i was stuck there for like 9, sometimes 11 hrs a day for overtimes and stuff.
i'm more upset because not too long ago, i got the mumps too. ha! and i had also been working in the same company. still am. geez! i know they're cost-cutting, but come on! to endanger your employees' lives like that??? i'm just saying, it's not worth it, what i'm doing and what they're paying me... i know i shouldn't, but i've got no one else to talk to about this. i've constantly complained to other people in the office who agree as well but to no avail.... thank God i'm not in any serious health condition or anything... --- that was sarcastic.
Monday, April 4, 2005
Saturday, April 2, 2005
pope
this is really bothering me. i've been crying nonstop now for the whole day that the news has been covering the pope's condition. i just can't stop crying everytime i see, like file footage of him or something... i'm just so touched by his presence and his being... you can really see how wonderful and kind and nice he is and how loved he is... listening to robbie williams greatest hits to the song "angels". eventhough it's for a girl, the message is strong. there's also this sarah mclachlan song "full of grace" that's also approriate. just offers you solace.... i really don't know what to think or say or feel.
i'm not a devout catholic, i don't hear mass every sunday; i don't observe the rosary month (the last time i did that was in high school or college); i'm just not an active catholic. but i wear a crucifix. i wear my faith right next to my heart because i believe that you don't have to be an "active" catholic to be considered rightful and pure of soul and heart. if you practice what they preach and not just for others' sake, but because you freely want to, that's what i think is the true christian. you don't have to be good because others are present. you do good because that's what's right and that's what you feel like doing. the pope taught me many things. like i said earlier, i made a paper on him back when i was in grade school. the teacher asked us to come up with 3 people we think influenced us the most. i picked mr. & mrs. john kennedy and karol wojtyla. the first two because they forever changed the way we look at america and how they re-defined the intentions and culture of that country so well that until NOW, they're still being talked about and books are still being written about them.
the latter because he was the quiet, loving, caring, forgiving and holy man that he is. i remember writing that he looked like a teddy bear, with his big broad shoulders and his eyes... the kindest eyes you have ever seen. even now as i surf through the news sites and watch cnn and local news about him, i still get teary-eyed, cry even. a person who could evoke so much emotion from others is truly great. i do know one thing for sure: that when the time comes that he has to go and be with his Maker, he will be the guardian angel for all of us, looking in on us and guiding us to the path and way that God wants us to go. hoping for the pope's recovery...
i'm not a devout catholic, i don't hear mass every sunday; i don't observe the rosary month (the last time i did that was in high school or college); i'm just not an active catholic. but i wear a crucifix. i wear my faith right next to my heart because i believe that you don't have to be an "active" catholic to be considered rightful and pure of soul and heart. if you practice what they preach and not just for others' sake, but because you freely want to, that's what i think is the true christian. you don't have to be good because others are present. you do good because that's what's right and that's what you feel like doing. the pope taught me many things. like i said earlier, i made a paper on him back when i was in grade school. the teacher asked us to come up with 3 people we think influenced us the most. i picked mr. & mrs. john kennedy and karol wojtyla. the first two because they forever changed the way we look at america and how they re-defined the intentions and culture of that country so well that until NOW, they're still being talked about and books are still being written about them.
the latter because he was the quiet, loving, caring, forgiving and holy man that he is. i remember writing that he looked like a teddy bear, with his big broad shoulders and his eyes... the kindest eyes you have ever seen. even now as i surf through the news sites and watch cnn and local news about him, i still get teary-eyed, cry even. a person who could evoke so much emotion from others is truly great. i do know one thing for sure: that when the time comes that he has to go and be with his Maker, he will be the guardian angel for all of us, looking in on us and guiding us to the path and way that God wants us to go. hoping for the pope's recovery...
Friday, April 1, 2005
death itself
it's kinda morbid what i'm about to write and what you're about to read... i'm just so bothered with what i call "consecutive death"... it's kinda weird the way it happens. there was diana and mother teresa and then later john kennedy jr. in 1997... aaliyah and sept 11 in 2001 and now the schiavo case and now we have an ailing Pope and the king of monaco both sick and frail and, you have to admit and accept it, near death. i just felt writing it because they can't all be coincidence, that's too weird, for lack of a better word. i'm just worried, especially for the pope, because i wrote a paper on him once and i know that he's the kindest, most awesome person on earth.
ok... speaking of the schiavo case, the more i find out about it, the more i wanna kill the michael schiavo --- i truly wish he's the one lying there dead instead of his wife (whom he apparently refuses to divorce because of insurance money... he has children with another woman). i just can't understand how the US justice system could just let that happen. admittedly, i have no idea how their government works, but i watch the news, i kinda have a brain too and it doesn't take a genius to figure out that the schindlers were cheated, they were robbed of a daughter. it was bad enough that the husband killed his wife, but now they're fighting over how she's going to be buried, if she'll be cremated or not. it's just unbelievable that the asshole can't let go. she's dead, you jerk!!! give her to her family already! i cannot see for the life of me a reason to keep holding on to her just to cremate her. i'm just amazed how much evil there is in the world.
ok... speaking of the schiavo case, the more i find out about it, the more i wanna kill the michael schiavo --- i truly wish he's the one lying there dead instead of his wife (whom he apparently refuses to divorce because of insurance money... he has children with another woman). i just can't understand how the US justice system could just let that happen. admittedly, i have no idea how their government works, but i watch the news, i kinda have a brain too and it doesn't take a genius to figure out that the schindlers were cheated, they were robbed of a daughter. it was bad enough that the husband killed his wife, but now they're fighting over how she's going to be buried, if she'll be cremated or not. it's just unbelievable that the asshole can't let go. she's dead, you jerk!!! give her to her family already! i cannot see for the life of me a reason to keep holding on to her just to cremate her. i'm just amazed how much evil there is in the world.
first one
blog. blog. blog. who came up with that word anyway? just occured to me to ask... ok. first off, i'm not liking the way the dashboard looks like... i thought it was going to be black... apparently, it was for the freakin' site... no biggie. it's my day off and i'm pissed off and sad and restless and worried and hungry... maybe in that order. at work i took my lunch break during my 15 min break so i screwed up my adherence again! and then while recounting the story, i cried to one of my co-workers who basically laughed at me. and then this weather is so awful! i take a long, cold shower and when i put my clothes on, i'm sweating like a pig already! i guess i should call my site rant huh?
i'm basically surfing the net right now... trying to find this video about prue (yes, halliwell) when she died... the one with "calling all angels" playing in the background... real touching tribute.... and yeah listening to my music compilation... i'll put up my list one day.... that'll explain a lot about me... for now, hopefully this is ok for a first-timer hereÜ
i'm basically surfing the net right now... trying to find this video about prue (yes, halliwell) when she died... the one with "calling all angels" playing in the background... real touching tribute.... and yeah listening to my music compilation... i'll put up my list one day.... that'll explain a lot about me... for now, hopefully this is ok for a first-timer hereÜ
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