wed was such a bad day for me. fuck! tues night i was working right? i was feeling bad already before i started because i was having this unbelievably severe body pain. i'm not exaggerating! as in parang namamanas ka na naipit lahat ng muscles mo. so the whole time i was working, i kept stretching, yawning, shivering because the cold was just too much. i ended up taking alaxan just to get through the day... even contemplated getting an etime again, but thought better of it. wala na nga me sweldo, ano pa kaya matitira next wek? good luck na lang.
***what do i hate? rats! specifically, got-nothing-better-to-do rats***
memories of naley... playing in the background "dare you to move"
so when i got home wed morning, after i checked the emails, i felt the body ache coming on big time so i had tata buy advil and i just slept right off. as in, no more tv, i dozed off and woke up in a sweat... but i think the advil had a side effect coz my eyes ballooned up like fucking blimps... i still felt really awful, dizzy... reported absent for work. DAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMNNNNNNNN!!!!!!! good luck tlga sa sweldo.
but tomorrow, i'm a happy girl... i get to see my long-time friends because the twins invited us to a birthday celebration at napoli's... gosh i miss those guys!
farah fooh got terminated. sucks big time! wala na ko ka-chikahan... sya lang naman link namin to the "intriga" world... hehe! ...i learned so much from her... and it's not just the rumor mill k? she gave me another perspective to stuff. farah lee, thank you. i'll miss you. you're a great friend and an even better mom. good luck! God bless!
cue pete francis "untold" love this fucking song!
what am i doing right now? shit. nothing. i thought that 24 was on based on skycable's schedule channel, but apparently, it's not. instead it's the lost show.... i hate that show.
seriously thinking of enrolling in trinity college. if by some miracle i pass the entrance exams or whatnot... still have to call up to inquire. i knew a girl once who worked with me at ibm who studied there... have to look her up in friendsterÜ
soak up the sun - sheryl crow (nice!)
this is how a heart breaks - rob thomas (this song is fucking crazy! you should hear it live)
the songs are the ones worth mentioning playing on my internet radio... shout out to hitsradio.com
anyway, i'm just trying to disassemble my brain so that i would know what to fucking do with my life... never thought "figuring out" things takes a long time! shit. hopefully all bodes well.. i've been having dreams of what my brother wrote in an email: You have your OWN HOME....and I'm not just talking> about a small bungalow....I'm talking about a> 3-bedroom, 2 bath, centralized, 3 car garage MANSION> where you can do whatever you want and no one can> fuck with you...not even Hitler. Mercedez, BMW in> the garage....all the $ in the bank.....maybe retire> early and spend the rest of your life on the beach> somewhere. Now is that something worth sacrificing 4> yrs of schoolwork over? I think so.
i have just been daydreaming about having a house in canada with my dog and my own car/s Ü i just can't wait to live there and LIVE ON MY OWN. whatever it takes. shit. basta makaalis lang ako with my dog.
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