yahooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OK. first off, i fixed the tv so yay! second, i got a job!!!!!!!!!!!!! wow! and from the least one i expected to get a job from... wow. hopefully this turns into a really happy new year! thank You, God!!!!!!!!!!!!

now i'm pissed!

fuck! of all the things that could break, it's the fucking tv!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is so not my week!

merry christmas dudes!

photograph - nickelback

ok. so i didn't know that there were actually PHOTO blogs. just goes to show how Internet-illiterate i am... ha! OK. had a crummy weekend because the job that i always wanted decided to NOT hire me. oh but anyways, their loss! HA!

christmas eve and day were kinda the same: i just drowned in food and more food!hee! but i was touched coz i got lots of text messages from friends wishing me merry christmas and that kinda made my day. thanks you guys!

i miss my naley... dammit! if it weren't for these OTH forums, i think i'd go nuts, so thank you to the power of online chatting and the Internet overall. i love ya! OK so my dsl kinda just went dead on me here. fuck. i hope this isn't permanent or anything.

anyway, i got to revisit another one of my fave shows: roswell. yup! that show about teen "aliens" in roswell, new mexico and their adventures (or dare i say, misadventures) here on earth. loved that show so much! i dunno why the wb had to fuck that up too after they did buffy. oh well! entertainment politics, i guess.

well, i was downloading music and i realized i've been putting off making my roswell mix. the review will come a little later. i'm not too happy right now and making a review isn't really my priority. just wanted to wish you guys merry christmas and enjoy your vacation! cheers!

really bad mood

well i didn't get into the dream job that i have always had and now i never will because that's the last time i will be applying there. their loss. that's all i can say about that. i don't want to dwell on any more negativity.

listening to bono's rolling stone interview on itunes (it's a podcast)... love his voice! i haven't downloaded everything yet, so i don't really have an opinion about it. will have to listen to the entire thing maybe later.

i'm just really in a bad mood.

oh. and happy christmas everyone!

etc 2nd avenue

went bowling with ruthie and her friend bal last friday (it's technically sunday now) at megamall. had so much fun! but my right arm is so sore! it's a miracle i can still type...

was watching the tube, doing some channel surfing (what's new?) and lo and behold i get to a channel called ETC 2ND AVENUE. i love it now already because it has ellen (i've downloaded some episodes, really funny!) and inside the actor's studio (you should see the one with natalie portman and kiefer sutherland).

the second show i really like because it's completely unedited and the host james lipton and the show's been spoofed several times in SNL... i love that they talk candidly about the actor's (sometimes they have directors on) movies, tv shows, life, favorites... i especially love the questions he asks right before the students get to ask the guest questions... and lipton makes the actors (who know how to) danceÜ it's not an entertainment talk show at all. it focuses on the actor's body of work, some personal history on how they got started, their thoughts on their work and so on... love it! if i can figure out how to put the vids that i have of the portman and sutherland interviews, i would. for now, check out www.bravotv.com this is the home of inside the actor's studioÜ

and now for my naley pic of the month. they finally reunited!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAHHHHH!!!! can't wait for january! 24 AND OTH! YESSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!

the best blog there is

always love - nada surf; rewind - stereophonics

OK. so it's not a blog. it's actually a podcast. peyton's, to be exact. every time i listen to it (i listen to it almost everyday --- check it on itunes), i just have a "good" feeling about my life. i mean, not because peyton has it bad, no. when ONE TREE HILL first started, i immediately liked peyton. first of all, i'd never heard of a name like that before. secondly, her mysteriousness and the whole i'm-a-cheerleader-but-i-listen-to-punk attittude and the leather jackets and short skirts and curly hair and webcam and drawings. i guess you can say i'm one of the original "leytons" (to those not in the know, that's lucas and peyton for you ;))

tender - feeder

i've gone so far as to listen to the podcasts and transcribe them and just read it and "figure it out". maybe i'm reading too much into it (if there's a pun, sorry!) but i can't help it! it's one of my obsessions, that show and everything about it. and now that they've gone on hiatus and won't be back until january 11, 2006, i dunno what i'll do between now and then! maybe go bonkers. i dunno... but i digress. peyton was one of the characters i could actually relate to; not because i was a cheerleader in high school or i'm pretty or whatever. she felt crap and she wasn't afraid to "show" it (through her paintings and drawings and taste in music). a direct quote that really made me turn around and go, hey! that's me! was this: "- I don't think of my music as depressing - it's, it’s the opposite really, you know? It comforts me, tells me that it's OK to feel sad or scared or alone. And that I'm not alone in how I feel, and that's a part of being alive. It's like a rainy day, you know, a rainy day makes most people sad, OK? You're stuck inside, it's all gloomy, no sunny walk in the park going on but I have to say, I love a rainy day. It's just an excuse to stay inside and drink hot chocolate, hang out in my room or read a book or just have a day to be alone. I don't wanna go on a walk in the park anyway?" ---from podcast 2

that's me! i like the rain! i like being sad and depressed because in a twisted kinda way, that's what makes me happy. drama. ha! it acts like an outlet for me. and it's great because peyton's helping in a way. i dunno. it's like mark schwahn (or whoever writes the podcasts) can read my mind and puts my thoughts in peyton and lets it be heard by millions of people.

for blue skies - strays don't sleep

i actually was waiting for the seventh podcast, but when i watched the 9th episode, i understood why there wasn't any. actually, i felt like peyton's scenes were like her podcast in a way... you'll figure it out when you watch the episode.

there's no harm. go on. you know you want to: http://peytonspodcast1.blogspot.com

anyway, just wanted to write that down before i lose it and it turns into another unwritten thought. later guys.

mundane week... and stereophonics

move along - the all-American rejects

OK. if somebody told you it was fun not having any work because they've been so tired working all their lives, they're dumb. it's not fun at all. and i would much prefer working my butt off than watching TV/dvds/vcds or going on the internet or sleeping all week long. i just love working. sabi nga ni telle, mahirap ma-tengga.

i'm running our of money and i still don't have a job. don't worry. i'm not panicking. well, maybe. i just don't know it yet. haha! (nervous laugh)

what made my week was watching the last episode of one tree hill before they go on hiatusÜ NALEY IS BACK!!!!!! YAHOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! i was so happy when they showed naley in bed, kissing and then nathan took of his shirt and it revealed the necklace he had his wedding ring on and haley tugged on it and they held hands while kissing. sigh! i just loved that moment! and also before when they were talking. i discovered a new song: for blue skies by matthew ryan. love it! one of the best episodes this season.

rewind - stereophonics

OK. lemme talk about stereophonics for a while. without one tree hill, i wouldn't have gotten to know this awesome band. this song, rewind, actually reminds me of my favorite band of all time, u2. the style and sound, rhythm and progression of the song has a little u2 in it. love it! the lyrics in all their songs are really thought-provoking. i don't know. i love how the song goes "if you could rewind your time, would it change your life?" makes you think, right?

tender - feeder; for blue skies - matthew ryan

i'm checking out their site right now: www.stereophonics.com pretty cool. i actually wouldn't consider them a pop band. more like rock meets melancholy and breathing. kinda difficult reading their history, though. you have to drag the article left to right to read it... but love the website. so they started 1996 and had member changes and stuff. but the songs, the albums, the lyrics, the thoughts... they're so amazing! their songs do have depth and edge and realization... the media section of the site is accessed if you're registered, so go ahead and check out the awesome site now!!!

this other band, feeder. i have no idea where they come from, i'm googling them right now, though. what do you know? they have their own site too: www.feederweb.com wow! "The intoxicating, piano-led 'Tender' completes the circle between John Lennon and Coldplay." - this was an actual review of my favorite song of theirsÜ so happy! that's quite a complement. no wonder i love this song so much!Ü can't get enough of it! i mean, "turn over everything, time can heal us again, i'm tender in your arms" thos lyrics just melt me!!!!

blah, blah, blah

she has no time - keane

i resigned. ha! i just wanted to get outta there, ya know? i just wanted to leave and never come back. the heartache and disappointment and embarrassment that company has done to me is totally unforgivable... if only i had enemies there instead of friends, i wouldn't go back. now i'm officially a B-U-M (again) and i'm finding myself wanting to work again (in another company)...

tender - feeder

i mean, i love resting, but monotony's not really my thing... i mean, i spend so much time on the computer, i could start my own business here! i just hate talking about money, that's all. money brings all loads of crap to you. sure, it can sometimes make you "happy", but it can only go so far...

this song that's playing has a very beautiful message... love the lyrics. OK. i'm not gonna talk about OTH... sorry coz i just love it so much right now! it's so fucking amazing, this show! the storyline/s are getting better and better and the naley romance is soooooooooo well-arched! i love that they're "slowly" getting back together and that there's hope. i saw one movie/tv show one time with a character talking about hope; i just forgot which one it was. i can almost see that charcter's face... but damn! if i don't remember that movie/tv show!

i sure hope they don't hold my salary tomorrow... i worked my butt for that, dammit! plus, that's the bonus, so they better not keep it from me.

putting up a business is sounding more and more like a good idea. might as well get something for nothing right? haha! whatever.