Sunday, July 31, 2005

hmph... stop complaining bitch!

***my dog's sick. again. =( =( =( he got an infection from fighting with the other dogs in the neighborhood... it's kinda disappointing just coz i feel like my money's going to vet checkups and food and stuff. i mean, i was really looking forward to watching "the island" with a friend and i had to stay home to take care of my doggie... i don't want to complain, but i can't help it. yes, i'm selfish that way... but if you guys only knew what i go through everyday, you'd understand... it's not just my professional life, it's the personal and everything else... i feel like i'm tired all the time, even when i got a good night's rest. i constantly worry about things and my mind is like mush now from all the worrying and thinking i've been doing...

i'm careful of not putting ALL my thoughts into this thing, but sometimes i get tires of writing in my journal, and typing's faster!

...my dog's begging to be let out... but i know i can't under the vet's orders. his infection might worsen...

i have one more day left to "rest"... monday i go back to work... oh happy day.

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