Friday, December 30, 2005
yahooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OK. first off, i fixed the tv so yay! second, i got a job!!!!!!!!!!!!! wow! and from the least one i expected to get a job from... wow. hopefully this turns into a really happy new year! thank You, God!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
now i'm pissed!
fuck! of all the things that could break, it's the fucking tv!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is so not my week!
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
merry christmas dudes!
photograph - nickelback
ok. so i didn't know that there were actually PHOTO blogs. just goes to show how Internet-illiterate i am... ha! OK. had a crummy weekend because the job that i always wanted decided to NOT hire me. oh but anyways, their loss! HA!
christmas eve and day were kinda the same: i just drowned in food and more food!hee! but i was touched coz i got lots of text messages from friends wishing me merry christmas and that kinda made my day. thanks you guys!
i miss my naley... dammit! if it weren't for these OTH forums, i think i'd go nuts, so thank you to the power of online chatting and the Internet overall. i love ya! OK so my dsl kinda just went dead on me here. fuck. i hope this isn't permanent or anything.
anyway, i got to revisit another one of my fave shows: roswell. yup! that show about teen "aliens" in roswell, new mexico and their adventures (or dare i say, misadventures) here on earth. loved that show so much! i dunno why the wb had to fuck that up too after they did buffy. oh well! entertainment politics, i guess.
well, i was downloading music and i realized i've been putting off making my roswell mix. the review will come a little later. i'm not too happy right now and making a review isn't really my priority. just wanted to wish you guys merry christmas and enjoy your vacation! cheers!
ok. so i didn't know that there were actually PHOTO blogs. just goes to show how Internet-illiterate i am... ha! OK. had a crummy weekend because the job that i always wanted decided to NOT hire me. oh but anyways, their loss! HA!
christmas eve and day were kinda the same: i just drowned in food and more food!hee! but i was touched coz i got lots of text messages from friends wishing me merry christmas and that kinda made my day. thanks you guys!
i miss my naley... dammit! if it weren't for these OTH forums, i think i'd go nuts, so thank you to the power of online chatting and the Internet overall. i love ya! OK so my dsl kinda just went dead on me here. fuck. i hope this isn't permanent or anything.
anyway, i got to revisit another one of my fave shows: roswell. yup! that show about teen "aliens" in roswell, new mexico and their adventures (or dare i say, misadventures) here on earth. loved that show so much! i dunno why the wb had to fuck that up too after they did buffy. oh well! entertainment politics, i guess.
well, i was downloading music and i realized i've been putting off making my roswell mix. the review will come a little later. i'm not too happy right now and making a review isn't really my priority. just wanted to wish you guys merry christmas and enjoy your vacation! cheers!
Saturday, December 24, 2005
really bad mood
well i didn't get into the dream job that i have always had and now i never will because that's the last time i will be applying there. their loss. that's all i can say about that. i don't want to dwell on any more negativity.
listening to bono's rolling stone interview on itunes (it's a podcast)... love his voice! i haven't downloaded everything yet, so i don't really have an opinion about it. will have to listen to the entire thing maybe later.
i'm just really in a bad mood.
oh. and happy christmas everyone!
listening to bono's rolling stone interview on itunes (it's a podcast)... love his voice! i haven't downloaded everything yet, so i don't really have an opinion about it. will have to listen to the entire thing maybe later.
i'm just really in a bad mood.
oh. and happy christmas everyone!
Sunday, December 18, 2005
etc 2nd avenue
went bowling with ruthie and her friend bal last friday (it's technically sunday now) at megamall. had so much fun! but my right arm is so sore! it's a miracle i can still type...
was watching the tube, doing some channel surfing (what's new?) and lo and behold i get to a channel called ETC 2ND AVENUE. i love it now already because it has ellen (i've downloaded some episodes, really funny!) and inside the actor's studio (you should see the one with natalie portman and kiefer sutherland).
the second show i really like because it's completely unedited and the host james lipton and the show's been spoofed several times in SNL... i love that they talk candidly about the actor's (sometimes they have directors on) movies, tv shows, life, favorites... i especially love the questions he asks right before the students get to ask the guest questions... and lipton makes the actors (who know how to) danceÜ it's not an entertainment talk show at all. it focuses on the actor's body of work, some personal history on how they got started, their thoughts on their work and so on... love it! if i can figure out how to put the vids that i have of the portman and sutherland interviews, i would. for now, check out www.bravotv.com this is the home of inside the actor's studioÜ
and now for my naley pic of the month. they finally reunited!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAHHHHH!!!! can't wait for january! 24 AND OTH! YESSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!
was watching the tube, doing some channel surfing (what's new?) and lo and behold i get to a channel called ETC 2ND AVENUE. i love it now already because it has ellen (i've downloaded some episodes, really funny!) and inside the actor's studio (you should see the one with natalie portman and kiefer sutherland).
the second show i really like because it's completely unedited and the host james lipton and the show's been spoofed several times in SNL... i love that they talk candidly about the actor's (sometimes they have directors on) movies, tv shows, life, favorites... i especially love the questions he asks right before the students get to ask the guest questions... and lipton makes the actors (who know how to) danceÜ it's not an entertainment talk show at all. it focuses on the actor's body of work, some personal history on how they got started, their thoughts on their work and so on... love it! if i can figure out how to put the vids that i have of the portman and sutherland interviews, i would. for now, check out www.bravotv.com this is the home of inside the actor's studioÜ
and now for my naley pic of the month. they finally reunited!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAHHHHH!!!! can't wait for january! 24 AND OTH! YESSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, December 12, 2005
the best blog there is
always love - nada surf; rewind - stereophonics
OK. so it's not a blog. it's actually a podcast. peyton's, to be exact. every time i listen to it (i listen to it almost everyday --- check it on itunes), i just have a "good" feeling about my life. i mean, not because peyton has it bad, no. when ONE TREE HILL first started, i immediately liked peyton. first of all, i'd never heard of a name like that before. secondly, her mysteriousness and the whole i'm-a-cheerleader-but-i-listen-to-punk attittude and the leather jackets and short skirts and curly hair and webcam and drawings. i guess you can say i'm one of the original "leytons" (to those not in the know, that's lucas and peyton for you ;))
tender - feeder
i've gone so far as to listen to the podcasts and transcribe them and just read it and "figure it out". maybe i'm reading too much into it (if there's a pun, sorry!) but i can't help it! it's one of my obsessions, that show and everything about it. and now that they've gone on hiatus and won't be back until january 11, 2006, i dunno what i'll do between now and then! maybe go bonkers. i dunno... but i digress. peyton was one of the characters i could actually relate to; not because i was a cheerleader in high school or i'm pretty or whatever. she felt crap and she wasn't afraid to "show" it (through her paintings and drawings and taste in music). a direct quote that really made me turn around and go, hey! that's me! was this: "- I don't think of my music as depressing - it's, it’s the opposite really, you know? It comforts me, tells me that it's OK to feel sad or scared or alone. And that I'm not alone in how I feel, and that's a part of being alive. It's like a rainy day, you know, a rainy day makes most people sad, OK? You're stuck inside, it's all gloomy, no sunny walk in the park going on but I have to say, I love a rainy day. It's just an excuse to stay inside and drink hot chocolate, hang out in my room or read a book or just have a day to be alone. I don't wanna go on a walk in the park anyway?" ---from podcast 2
that's me! i like the rain! i like being sad and depressed because in a twisted kinda way, that's what makes me happy. drama. ha! it acts like an outlet for me. and it's great because peyton's helping in a way. i dunno. it's like mark schwahn (or whoever writes the podcasts) can read my mind and puts my thoughts in peyton and lets it be heard by millions of people.
for blue skies - strays don't sleep
i actually was waiting for the seventh podcast, but when i watched the 9th episode, i understood why there wasn't any. actually, i felt like peyton's scenes were like her podcast in a way... you'll figure it out when you watch the episode.
there's no harm. go on. you know you want to: http://peytonspodcast1.blogspot.com
anyway, just wanted to write that down before i lose it and it turns into another unwritten thought. later guys.
OK. so it's not a blog. it's actually a podcast. peyton's, to be exact. every time i listen to it (i listen to it almost everyday --- check it on itunes), i just have a "good" feeling about my life. i mean, not because peyton has it bad, no. when ONE TREE HILL first started, i immediately liked peyton. first of all, i'd never heard of a name like that before. secondly, her mysteriousness and the whole i'm-a-cheerleader-but-i-listen-to-punk attittude and the leather jackets and short skirts and curly hair and webcam and drawings. i guess you can say i'm one of the original "leytons" (to those not in the know, that's lucas and peyton for you ;))
tender - feeder
i've gone so far as to listen to the podcasts and transcribe them and just read it and "figure it out". maybe i'm reading too much into it (if there's a pun, sorry!) but i can't help it! it's one of my obsessions, that show and everything about it. and now that they've gone on hiatus and won't be back until january 11, 2006, i dunno what i'll do between now and then! maybe go bonkers. i dunno... but i digress. peyton was one of the characters i could actually relate to; not because i was a cheerleader in high school or i'm pretty or whatever. she felt crap and she wasn't afraid to "show" it (through her paintings and drawings and taste in music). a direct quote that really made me turn around and go, hey! that's me! was this: "- I don't think of my music as depressing - it's, it’s the opposite really, you know? It comforts me, tells me that it's OK to feel sad or scared or alone. And that I'm not alone in how I feel, and that's a part of being alive. It's like a rainy day, you know, a rainy day makes most people sad, OK? You're stuck inside, it's all gloomy, no sunny walk in the park going on but I have to say, I love a rainy day. It's just an excuse to stay inside and drink hot chocolate, hang out in my room or read a book or just have a day to be alone. I don't wanna go on a walk in the park anyway?" ---from podcast 2
that's me! i like the rain! i like being sad and depressed because in a twisted kinda way, that's what makes me happy. drama. ha! it acts like an outlet for me. and it's great because peyton's helping in a way. i dunno. it's like mark schwahn (or whoever writes the podcasts) can read my mind and puts my thoughts in peyton and lets it be heard by millions of people.
for blue skies - strays don't sleep
i actually was waiting for the seventh podcast, but when i watched the 9th episode, i understood why there wasn't any. actually, i felt like peyton's scenes were like her podcast in a way... you'll figure it out when you watch the episode.
there's no harm. go on. you know you want to: http://peytonspodcast1.blogspot.com
anyway, just wanted to write that down before i lose it and it turns into another unwritten thought. later guys.
Sunday, December 11, 2005
mundane week... and stereophonics
move along - the all-American rejects
OK. if somebody told you it was fun not having any work because they've been so tired working all their lives, they're dumb. it's not fun at all. and i would much prefer working my butt off than watching TV/dvds/vcds or going on the internet or sleeping all week long. i just love working. sabi nga ni telle, mahirap ma-tengga.
i'm running our of money and i still don't have a job. don't worry. i'm not panicking. well, maybe. i just don't know it yet. haha! (nervous laugh)
what made my week was watching the last episode of one tree hill before they go on hiatusÜ NALEY IS BACK!!!!!! YAHOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! i was so happy when they showed naley in bed, kissing and then nathan took of his shirt and it revealed the necklace he had his wedding ring on and haley tugged on it and they held hands while kissing. sigh! i just loved that moment! and also before when they were talking. i discovered a new song: for blue skies by matthew ryan. love it! one of the best episodes this season.
rewind - stereophonics
OK. lemme talk about stereophonics for a while. without one tree hill, i wouldn't have gotten to know this awesome band. this song, rewind, actually reminds me of my favorite band of all time, u2. the style and sound, rhythm and progression of the song has a little u2 in it. love it! the lyrics in all their songs are really thought-provoking. i don't know. i love how the song goes "if you could rewind your time, would it change your life?" makes you think, right?
tender - feeder; for blue skies - matthew ryan
i'm checking out their site right now: www.stereophonics.com pretty cool. i actually wouldn't consider them a pop band. more like rock meets melancholy and breathing. kinda difficult reading their history, though. you have to drag the article left to right to read it... but love the website. so they started 1996 and had member changes and stuff. but the songs, the albums, the lyrics, the thoughts... they're so amazing! their songs do have depth and edge and realization... the media section of the site is accessed if you're registered, so go ahead and check out the awesome site now!!!
this other band, feeder. i have no idea where they come from, i'm googling them right now, though. what do you know? they have their own site too: www.feederweb.com wow! "The intoxicating, piano-led 'Tender' completes the circle between John Lennon and Coldplay." - this was an actual review of my favorite song of theirsÜ so happy! that's quite a complement. no wonder i love this song so much!Ü can't get enough of it! i mean, "turn over everything, time can heal us again, i'm tender in your arms" thos lyrics just melt me!!!!
OK. if somebody told you it was fun not having any work because they've been so tired working all their lives, they're dumb. it's not fun at all. and i would much prefer working my butt off than watching TV/dvds/vcds or going on the internet or sleeping all week long. i just love working. sabi nga ni telle, mahirap ma-tengga.
i'm running our of money and i still don't have a job. don't worry. i'm not panicking. well, maybe. i just don't know it yet. haha! (nervous laugh)
what made my week was watching the last episode of one tree hill before they go on hiatusÜ NALEY IS BACK!!!!!! YAHOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! i was so happy when they showed naley in bed, kissing and then nathan took of his shirt and it revealed the necklace he had his wedding ring on and haley tugged on it and they held hands while kissing. sigh! i just loved that moment! and also before when they were talking. i discovered a new song: for blue skies by matthew ryan. love it! one of the best episodes this season.
rewind - stereophonics
OK. lemme talk about stereophonics for a while. without one tree hill, i wouldn't have gotten to know this awesome band. this song, rewind, actually reminds me of my favorite band of all time, u2. the style and sound, rhythm and progression of the song has a little u2 in it. love it! the lyrics in all their songs are really thought-provoking. i don't know. i love how the song goes "if you could rewind your time, would it change your life?" makes you think, right?
tender - feeder; for blue skies - matthew ryan
i'm checking out their site right now: www.stereophonics.com pretty cool. i actually wouldn't consider them a pop band. more like rock meets melancholy and breathing. kinda difficult reading their history, though. you have to drag the article left to right to read it... but love the website. so they started 1996 and had member changes and stuff. but the songs, the albums, the lyrics, the thoughts... they're so amazing! their songs do have depth and edge and realization... the media section of the site is accessed if you're registered, so go ahead and check out the awesome site now!!!
this other band, feeder. i have no idea where they come from, i'm googling them right now, though. what do you know? they have their own site too: www.feederweb.com wow! "The intoxicating, piano-led 'Tender' completes the circle between John Lennon and Coldplay." - this was an actual review of my favorite song of theirsÜ so happy! that's quite a complement. no wonder i love this song so much!Ü can't get enough of it! i mean, "turn over everything, time can heal us again, i'm tender in your arms" thos lyrics just melt me!!!!
Friday, December 2, 2005
blah, blah, blah
she has no time - keane
i resigned. ha! i just wanted to get outta there, ya know? i just wanted to leave and never come back. the heartache and disappointment and embarrassment that company has done to me is totally unforgivable... if only i had enemies there instead of friends, i wouldn't go back. now i'm officially a B-U-M (again) and i'm finding myself wanting to work again (in another company)...
tender - feeder
i mean, i love resting, but monotony's not really my thing... i mean, i spend so much time on the computer, i could start my own business here! i just hate talking about money, that's all. money brings all loads of crap to you. sure, it can sometimes make you "happy", but it can only go so far...
this song that's playing has a very beautiful message... love the lyrics. OK. i'm not gonna talk about OTH... sorry coz i just love it so much right now! it's so fucking amazing, this show! the storyline/s are getting better and better and the naley romance is soooooooooo well-arched! i love that they're "slowly" getting back together and that there's hope. i saw one movie/tv show one time with a character talking about hope; i just forgot which one it was. i can almost see that charcter's face... but damn! if i don't remember that movie/tv show!
i sure hope they don't hold my salary tomorrow... i worked my butt for that, dammit! plus, that's the bonus, so they better not keep it from me.
putting up a business is sounding more and more like a good idea. might as well get something for nothing right? haha! whatever.
i resigned. ha! i just wanted to get outta there, ya know? i just wanted to leave and never come back. the heartache and disappointment and embarrassment that company has done to me is totally unforgivable... if only i had enemies there instead of friends, i wouldn't go back. now i'm officially a B-U-M (again) and i'm finding myself wanting to work again (in another company)...
tender - feeder
i mean, i love resting, but monotony's not really my thing... i mean, i spend so much time on the computer, i could start my own business here! i just hate talking about money, that's all. money brings all loads of crap to you. sure, it can sometimes make you "happy", but it can only go so far...
this song that's playing has a very beautiful message... love the lyrics. OK. i'm not gonna talk about OTH... sorry coz i just love it so much right now! it's so fucking amazing, this show! the storyline/s are getting better and better and the naley romance is soooooooooo well-arched! i love that they're "slowly" getting back together and that there's hope. i saw one movie/tv show one time with a character talking about hope; i just forgot which one it was. i can almost see that charcter's face... but damn! if i don't remember that movie/tv show!
i sure hope they don't hold my salary tomorrow... i worked my butt for that, dammit! plus, that's the bonus, so they better not keep it from me.
putting up a business is sounding more and more like a good idea. might as well get something for nothing right? haha! whatever.
Saturday, November 19, 2005
the weight is a gift
kung fu fighting (remix) - fatboy slim, bus stop, carl douglas
that's my new motto right now... or at least a phrase i currently live by. the weight is a gift. i can't tell you how much comfort OTH (one tree hill) is for me... and even though peyton's been a bitch to haley lately, her podcasts still affect me a lot... this phrase actually came from her --- it's a title of a nada surf album... and they have a song that she apparently loves a lot: always love. you guessed it! i love it too. has a really great message and just over-all really good. i've known of nada surf maybe 3 years ago or so, because of roswell... and then the o.c. featured one of their songs again, if you leave; and now OTH... pretty much means they're an awesome band with something to say.
i'm feeling you - santana & the wreckers
another song that i'm completely obsessed with right now... it helps that santana had worked with half of the wreckers before (michelle branch) and the vibe is still there. they go well together i should say...
empty apartment - yellowcard
for some time i've been playing this really loud music for everyone to hear. i just think it's ingenius, the way the singer sounds so young, like a teenager and how earnest he is about being alone and sad...
so here we are - bloc party
i just love the music... i can barely understand the singer! ;) but it's all good... i remember nathan dribbling a ball when i hear thisÜ
son's gonna rise and sideways - citizen cope
this guy has an amazing voice. very distinct. the 1st song, i really liked coz it's was "glidy" and smooth and sexy and it was in really fun scenes in OTH... the 2nd song's a total contrast. very moody, dark, sad, broody, desperate, aching. the lyric: "these feelings won't go away, they be knocking me sideways"... gosh! is there anything more terrible? oh, and did i mention santana's in it too? made it even hotter! ;)
come on - ben jelen
hopeful and poignant. great kissing song. hehe!
lapdance - n.e.r.d.
pharell is da man! anything they punch out is great. this one's no exception. from the start, it's hot! real bad. i just remember nathan getting out of the car on this one. real appropriate for him, i think.
walking into the sun - dirty vegas
good song if you're in the mood for "change" or just being "alive". inspirational and gives resolution. fearless.
sugar, we're going down - fall out boy
even though it's a new, poppy song, it still has grit to it. the lyrics are insane. where have you heard "a loaded God complex, cock it and pull it"??? but it works!Ü the beat is "catchy"...
those so far are my fave songs from OTH and of late... my taste is basically changing from one to another... heavily influenced by this amazing show. i can't say enough great things about OTH. it's just the best show out there; in terms of drama, teen/young adult/even adult relationships are very well written and explored by the writers. plus the fact that they pick such fantastic music selections for every single episode! you can't help but fall madly in love!
that's my new motto right now... or at least a phrase i currently live by. the weight is a gift. i can't tell you how much comfort OTH (one tree hill) is for me... and even though peyton's been a bitch to haley lately, her podcasts still affect me a lot... this phrase actually came from her --- it's a title of a nada surf album... and they have a song that she apparently loves a lot: always love. you guessed it! i love it too. has a really great message and just over-all really good. i've known of nada surf maybe 3 years ago or so, because of roswell... and then the o.c. featured one of their songs again, if you leave; and now OTH... pretty much means they're an awesome band with something to say.
i'm feeling you - santana & the wreckers
another song that i'm completely obsessed with right now... it helps that santana had worked with half of the wreckers before (michelle branch) and the vibe is still there. they go well together i should say...
empty apartment - yellowcard
for some time i've been playing this really loud music for everyone to hear. i just think it's ingenius, the way the singer sounds so young, like a teenager and how earnest he is about being alone and sad...
so here we are - bloc party
i just love the music... i can barely understand the singer! ;) but it's all good... i remember nathan dribbling a ball when i hear thisÜ
son's gonna rise and sideways - citizen cope
this guy has an amazing voice. very distinct. the 1st song, i really liked coz it's was "glidy" and smooth and sexy and it was in really fun scenes in OTH... the 2nd song's a total contrast. very moody, dark, sad, broody, desperate, aching. the lyric: "these feelings won't go away, they be knocking me sideways"... gosh! is there anything more terrible? oh, and did i mention santana's in it too? made it even hotter! ;)
come on - ben jelen
hopeful and poignant. great kissing song. hehe!
lapdance - n.e.r.d.
pharell is da man! anything they punch out is great. this one's no exception. from the start, it's hot! real bad. i just remember nathan getting out of the car on this one. real appropriate for him, i think.
walking into the sun - dirty vegas
good song if you're in the mood for "change" or just being "alive". inspirational and gives resolution. fearless.
sugar, we're going down - fall out boy
even though it's a new, poppy song, it still has grit to it. the lyrics are insane. where have you heard "a loaded God complex, cock it and pull it"??? but it works!Ü the beat is "catchy"...
those so far are my fave songs from OTH and of late... my taste is basically changing from one to another... heavily influenced by this amazing show. i can't say enough great things about OTH. it's just the best show out there; in terms of drama, teen/young adult/even adult relationships are very well written and explored by the writers. plus the fact that they pick such fantastic music selections for every single episode! you can't help but fall madly in love!
Monday, October 31, 2005
i'm just going crazy, really
whattaweek!!! last wednesday, i wasn't able to come until 10pm coz i had to meet may at megamall... but alas, hindi kme natuloy bec. she went to the dentist and had 4 teeth pulled out!!! gosh! kung 2 nga, di ko na kaya, 4 pa all at once! fuck!
well, anyway, it ended up me and jake meeting up first and then just hanging out. ok naman... i didn't high expectations, so i wasn't really disappointed... i was just real tired, i'm surprised how i even got through that! haha! but jake was great company... mejo nagkakahiyaan pa kme; understandable, kse heller! nun lang kme nagkakilala in person noh!!!
gosh! every time i watch the OTH episode clips from daretomove.net, sobrang nae-excite nako mapanood 3rd season nila!!!!!! i really want naley back together, dammit! at least, i'm kept up-to-date by that siteÜ thank God for the Internet!!!!!!!!
i haven't been out on a real gimik since... shit. can't even remember! that's why i can't understand how the hell that medical test turned out that way! sobrang wala akong ibang pinupuntahan kundi office at bahay lang. un lang. wala. wala akong gimik life. puta, wala rin kseng pera para lumabas, so good luck na lang.
well, anyway, it ended up me and jake meeting up first and then just hanging out. ok naman... i didn't high expectations, so i wasn't really disappointed... i was just real tired, i'm surprised how i even got through that! haha! but jake was great company... mejo nagkakahiyaan pa kme; understandable, kse heller! nun lang kme nagkakilala in person noh!!!
gosh! every time i watch the OTH episode clips from daretomove.net, sobrang nae-excite nako mapanood 3rd season nila!!!!!! i really want naley back together, dammit! at least, i'm kept up-to-date by that siteÜ thank God for the Internet!!!!!!!!
i haven't been out on a real gimik since... shit. can't even remember! that's why i can't understand how the hell that medical test turned out that way! sobrang wala akong ibang pinupuntahan kundi office at bahay lang. un lang. wala. wala akong gimik life. puta, wala rin kseng pera para lumabas, so good luck na lang.
Monday, October 17, 2005
change of plans
work & polaris - jimmy eat world
well, basically, if all goes well, i may go back to school by next year. whoopee. don't sound too excited, huh? yah.
just saw 50 first dates. WTF??? i thought it was going to be a funny movie!!!! it made me cry!!!!!! but it was all good. it was so sweet!!! after the wedding singer and adam sandler and drew barrymore being friends and everything, i didn't want to watch another movie with them in it, but this was a pleasant surprise. nice ending... sean astin was a surprise too.
bought vcds which i'll watch probably over and over again
unbreakable - alicia keys
more than anyone - gavin degraw
alicia keys just had her unplugged show come out and it was awesome!!!!!!! totally killed!!!!!! the new song she debuted called unbreakable is my fave right now... can't stop singing it! the show itself was great! mos def coming out at the end also the lead singer for maroon 5 sang wild horses with miz keys... she's just unbelievable. i bow down to her. alicia is a goddess. such a genius. if you listen to the lyrics, it'll blow you away. who comes up with that shit???
OTH is BACK! aaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!!! thank God for the internet! i've seen the 3rd season already (well, snippets, really) and i just love how nathan is so hurt and angry at haley; and haley's just struggling with everyone being angry at her and just coming back for good and winning back nathan's trust. my fave line so far? "At this moment, there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. some are running scared. some are coming home. some tell lies to make it through the day. others are just now facing the truth. some are evil men at war with good. and some are good struggling with evil. six billion people in the world. six billion souls. and sometimes, all you need is one." the ending was so good!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well, basically, if all goes well, i may go back to school by next year. whoopee. don't sound too excited, huh? yah.
just saw 50 first dates. WTF??? i thought it was going to be a funny movie!!!! it made me cry!!!!!! but it was all good. it was so sweet!!! after the wedding singer and adam sandler and drew barrymore being friends and everything, i didn't want to watch another movie with them in it, but this was a pleasant surprise. nice ending... sean astin was a surprise too.
bought vcds which i'll watch probably over and over again
unbreakable - alicia keys
more than anyone - gavin degraw
alicia keys just had her unplugged show come out and it was awesome!!!!!!! totally killed!!!!!! the new song she debuted called unbreakable is my fave right now... can't stop singing it! the show itself was great! mos def coming out at the end also the lead singer for maroon 5 sang wild horses with miz keys... she's just unbelievable. i bow down to her. alicia is a goddess. such a genius. if you listen to the lyrics, it'll blow you away. who comes up with that shit???
OTH is BACK! aaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!!! thank God for the internet! i've seen the 3rd season already (well, snippets, really) and i just love how nathan is so hurt and angry at haley; and haley's just struggling with everyone being angry at her and just coming back for good and winning back nathan's trust. my fave line so far? "At this moment, there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. some are running scared. some are coming home. some tell lies to make it through the day. others are just now facing the truth. some are evil men at war with good. and some are good struggling with evil. six billion people in the world. six billion souls. and sometimes, all you need is one." the ending was so good!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, October 2, 2005
movie night
u2 remix jeff cleveland
just saw finding neverland. aaahhh... the most touching film i'd seen for so long!!!!! i was bawling my eyes out towards the end!!!!!!!! i love johnny depp and i just adore kate winslet!!!!!!! she is one of my favorite actresses. admittedly, it was after i saw her in titanic, but when i watched some of her earlier works and the more recent ones, i just have the utmost respect. she is long overdue an oscar win, dagnammit!!!!!!!!! she didn't really have a "major scene", but most of the movie was pretty quiet too. but the emotional power of it was undeniable and i just loved everything about it!
confessions - usher
burn - usher
especially when they performed the play in the end. that was just magical! fave scene was the majority of the ending, beginning with the kids and the doctor asking sylvia to come downstairs... when they were playing pirates and dancing with the dogÜ the first showing of the play... when peter and james were talking on the bench... i love freddie highmore! he is just fantastic!!!!!!!!!
before that, i watched scary movie 2... which doesn't make sense, coz i haven't seen the first one, but i thought i'd just laugh a little tonight... by the second disc, i got bored and sleepy, so i didn't finish it. but i liked the exorcist vomit spoof and the basketball commercial spoof. a lot of it was gross.
caught up - usher
last one i borrowed was elf, but i'll watch that probably tomorrow...
just saw the music trailer for elizabethtown and i just loved it! it featured da man himself (cameron crowe) talking about the music he used in the movie... thank God for www.apple.com /quicktime!!!!!!!! i just love the movie even more! I CANNOT WAIT TO SEE IT!!!!!! if i have to watch it alone, i will dammit! so far, my fave music in the movie is learning to fly by tom petty and the heartbreakers. it captures the heart of the movie so perfectly. i loved almost famous so much that i memorized the lines already... i'm sure i'll do the same with this oneÜ YOWZA!!!!!!!!!!
got into excel. we start tomorrow. woopee. can't wait.
desire remix - u2
went to visit auntie vira and family. ANG GANDA NG BAGONG "house" NYA!!!!!!! shet man! she can work as a freakin' interior decorator or something! galeng! i should take pictures and upload them here. it's gorgeous!!!! we talked about a lot of things... asenso na sila. galeng.
just saw finding neverland. aaahhh... the most touching film i'd seen for so long!!!!! i was bawling my eyes out towards the end!!!!!!!! i love johnny depp and i just adore kate winslet!!!!!!! she is one of my favorite actresses. admittedly, it was after i saw her in titanic, but when i watched some of her earlier works and the more recent ones, i just have the utmost respect. she is long overdue an oscar win, dagnammit!!!!!!!!! she didn't really have a "major scene", but most of the movie was pretty quiet too. but the emotional power of it was undeniable and i just loved everything about it!
confessions - usher
burn - usher
especially when they performed the play in the end. that was just magical! fave scene was the majority of the ending, beginning with the kids and the doctor asking sylvia to come downstairs... when they were playing pirates and dancing with the dogÜ the first showing of the play... when peter and james were talking on the bench... i love freddie highmore! he is just fantastic!!!!!!!!!
before that, i watched scary movie 2... which doesn't make sense, coz i haven't seen the first one, but i thought i'd just laugh a little tonight... by the second disc, i got bored and sleepy, so i didn't finish it. but i liked the exorcist vomit spoof and the basketball commercial spoof. a lot of it was gross.
caught up - usher
last one i borrowed was elf, but i'll watch that probably tomorrow...
just saw the music trailer for elizabethtown and i just loved it! it featured da man himself (cameron crowe) talking about the music he used in the movie... thank God for www.apple.com /quicktime!!!!!!!! i just love the movie even more! I CANNOT WAIT TO SEE IT!!!!!! if i have to watch it alone, i will dammit! so far, my fave music in the movie is learning to fly by tom petty and the heartbreakers. it captures the heart of the movie so perfectly. i loved almost famous so much that i memorized the lines already... i'm sure i'll do the same with this oneÜ YOWZA!!!!!!!!!!
got into excel. we start tomorrow. woopee. can't wait.
desire remix - u2
went to visit auntie vira and family. ANG GANDA NG BAGONG "house" NYA!!!!!!! shet man! she can work as a freakin' interior decorator or something! galeng! i should take pictures and upload them here. it's gorgeous!!!! we talked about a lot of things... asenso na sila. galeng.
Saturday, September 24, 2005
what's so bazaar?
got back from the bazaar. first time i went. grabe! ang saya! well, not fun for my pockets, but all the same, i got to hang out with my friends and sell them ate jing's accessories and stuff. but the concept of having to spend almot all your money in 1 day because there're so many temptations is so ludicrous!!! who da hell came up with that idea??? whatever.
we belong together & shake it off - mariah carey
i'm actually writing this way past the date on it. it's really october 18, tuesday morning around 1:50am... i'm really just still waking up, after being woken up earlier... no complaints here. still trying to adjust to my new time since janice & i swapped schedules for the week and i'll probably catch 24 friday afternoon. fuck.
well, mostly i'm feeling crap coz someone who's usually called everyday hasn't and i'm freaking out because i think i miss the person... hmm... also, i still have to take care of a couple of things... like enrolling to another freakin' school (ok, yah, i'm forced into this one, as always)!!!!!!! an even bigger fuck.
anyway, i'll just log back in when i'm in more high spirits. and dang, i'm so craving for a blueberry cheesecake!!!!!!
we belong together & shake it off - mariah carey
i'm actually writing this way past the date on it. it's really october 18, tuesday morning around 1:50am... i'm really just still waking up, after being woken up earlier... no complaints here. still trying to adjust to my new time since janice & i swapped schedules for the week and i'll probably catch 24 friday afternoon. fuck.
well, mostly i'm feeling crap coz someone who's usually called everyday hasn't and i'm freaking out because i think i miss the person... hmm... also, i still have to take care of a couple of things... like enrolling to another freakin' school (ok, yah, i'm forced into this one, as always)!!!!!!! an even bigger fuck.
anyway, i'll just log back in when i'm in more high spirits. and dang, i'm so craving for a blueberry cheesecake!!!!!!
Thursday, September 22, 2005
today
collide - howie day
we belong together remix - mariah carey
suspicious minds - no doubt
23 - jimmy eat world
oh my gosh! day off at last! woohoo! movie marathon night! hehe! i saw gangs of new york last sunday and the other day (or was it yesterday?) the wedding date...
the first was really awesome. well, it wasn't the heart-pounding suspense and epicly dramatic kind of leo movie that i liked, but it had a kick-ass ending and that was enoughÜ it was kinda boring on some points, but it survives. the beginning was a bit dragging, especially if you know how it's gonna turn out. i actually read an alternate ending to it maybe a few months after it was released, and it had amsterdam dying and being buried in the cemetery. but they obviously changed that. the love, or should i say sex scenes were cute. but they didn't really have the spark or chemistry like other couples do... (hint: it's the last movie i'm gonna critique) 3 out of 5 stars.
the wedding date was interesting. dermot mulroney was naked most of the time and he has a cute butt ;) but aside from the nakedness and cutsie scenes, it was bland really, with a predictable ending. trying hard to be a four weddings and a funeral with edge but falling by the wayside.
resident evil i saw yesterday (sept. 22) and it was gross. but the way it was shot, it caught me. the first few scenes i'm like alice, dazed and confused. but eventually i got the plot and i was actually sad when michelle rodriguez turned into a fucking zombie... never played the game, didn't even know the movie was based on one, but i liked the film a lot. like any other film i watch, i add it to my imdb list and check the trivia if they have some. nice site, that one, go check it out: www.imdb.com
i know that it has a sequel and i wanna get my hands on it coz the ending of the first one is the trailer i saw for the 2nd one and it kinda intrigues me how the hell the virus? got out. was it adam? why is milla jovovich covered with only that paper thing dentists use when checking up a patient?
and now the movie i am so in love with right now: the notebook. SIGH! i haven't read the book, but if it's nicholas sparks, you know it'll be a cryfest. the development of the story is really good. the arcs of the characters were done well. the love story was really well done. well-written. my favorite scene was when noah was trying to convince allie to stay with him and not get married. that was something. and the love scenes were really special. i love that they have a "trademark kiss": allie wraps her legs around noah's waist while standing. that's so sweet!!!! and the actors, ryan gosling and rachel mcadams even recreated it at the mtv movie awards when they won best kiss. SIGH! my favorite moment!!!
we belong together remix - mariah carey
suspicious minds - no doubt
23 - jimmy eat world
oh my gosh! day off at last! woohoo! movie marathon night! hehe! i saw gangs of new york last sunday and the other day (or was it yesterday?) the wedding date...
the first was really awesome. well, it wasn't the heart-pounding suspense and epicly dramatic kind of leo movie that i liked, but it had a kick-ass ending and that was enoughÜ it was kinda boring on some points, but it survives. the beginning was a bit dragging, especially if you know how it's gonna turn out. i actually read an alternate ending to it maybe a few months after it was released, and it had amsterdam dying and being buried in the cemetery. but they obviously changed that. the love, or should i say sex scenes were cute. but they didn't really have the spark or chemistry like other couples do... (hint: it's the last movie i'm gonna critique) 3 out of 5 stars.
the wedding date was interesting. dermot mulroney was naked most of the time and he has a cute butt ;) but aside from the nakedness and cutsie scenes, it was bland really, with a predictable ending. trying hard to be a four weddings and a funeral with edge but falling by the wayside.
resident evil i saw yesterday (sept. 22) and it was gross. but the way it was shot, it caught me. the first few scenes i'm like alice, dazed and confused. but eventually i got the plot and i was actually sad when michelle rodriguez turned into a fucking zombie... never played the game, didn't even know the movie was based on one, but i liked the film a lot. like any other film i watch, i add it to my imdb list and check the trivia if they have some. nice site, that one, go check it out: www.imdb.com
i know that it has a sequel and i wanna get my hands on it coz the ending of the first one is the trailer i saw for the 2nd one and it kinda intrigues me how the hell the virus? got out. was it adam? why is milla jovovich covered with only that paper thing dentists use when checking up a patient?
and now the movie i am so in love with right now: the notebook. SIGH! i haven't read the book, but if it's nicholas sparks, you know it'll be a cryfest. the development of the story is really good. the arcs of the characters were done well. the love story was really well done. well-written. my favorite scene was when noah was trying to convince allie to stay with him and not get married. that was something. and the love scenes were really special. i love that they have a "trademark kiss": allie wraps her legs around noah's waist while standing. that's so sweet!!!! and the actors, ryan gosling and rachel mcadams even recreated it at the mtv movie awards when they won best kiss. SIGH! my favorite moment!!!
Monday, September 5, 2005
bad week
shiver - natalie imbruglia
based on my off days, i can tell it's not gonna be my week. bwiset! kung kelan pa nagstart 24 don pa naging sun and mon off ko! now i'll be forced to wake up friday afternoon just to watch the 3rd and 4th episodes which i'll miss because i have work on thur. fuck.
but consolation is kiefer also had his hair cut ------------>
he looks even hotter!!! bagay sobra!Ü
i don't have money anymore, barely enough to get through the week... plus, 2 or 3,000 of my salary's already going somewhere so it's just gonna spend some time in my wallet and be gone like that. so much for saving!
money, money, money. why is it such a big freaking problem??? i hate money sometimes!
suspicious minds - no doubt
i love this version so much! i saw them perform it on a tribute to elvis show on cable and it was fantasticÜ i later heard it in a scene in black hawk down... the no doubt version is cute coz they made it their own. what with the trumpets and everything. love it!
my dog is still sick, but is doing ok. i think he ate or drank something that made him sick. but now i'm medicating him and he's eating (a little) but drinking and is alert and happy when he gets out. i have to get him out more often, i only walk him every morning when i get home from work... now he's sleeping. i'm trying to get him to wear an army hat and photgraph him, but he doesn't like it =( but i think he looks cute in it. i'll get it one dayÜ
as usual, i have to write my other thoughts in my private journal. so, tata for now girls and boys! cheers!
based on my off days, i can tell it's not gonna be my week. bwiset! kung kelan pa nagstart 24 don pa naging sun and mon off ko! now i'll be forced to wake up friday afternoon just to watch the 3rd and 4th episodes which i'll miss because i have work on thur. fuck.
but consolation is kiefer also had his hair cut ------------>
he looks even hotter!!! bagay sobra!Ü
i don't have money anymore, barely enough to get through the week... plus, 2 or 3,000 of my salary's already going somewhere so it's just gonna spend some time in my wallet and be gone like that. so much for saving!
money, money, money. why is it such a big freaking problem??? i hate money sometimes!
suspicious minds - no doubt
i love this version so much! i saw them perform it on a tribute to elvis show on cable and it was fantasticÜ i later heard it in a scene in black hawk down... the no doubt version is cute coz they made it their own. what with the trumpets and everything. love it!
my dog is still sick, but is doing ok. i think he ate or drank something that made him sick. but now i'm medicating him and he's eating (a little) but drinking and is alert and happy when he gets out. i have to get him out more often, i only walk him every morning when i get home from work... now he's sleeping. i'm trying to get him to wear an army hat and photgraph him, but he doesn't like it =( but i think he looks cute in it. i'll get it one dayÜ
as usual, i have to write my other thoughts in my private journal. so, tata for now girls and boys! cheers!
Thursday, September 1, 2005
big fishÜ
another one of tim burton's greatest moviesÜ it's so funny that it's only now that i get to apprecite his work... and it's weird that he's actually working with more color now, but still the "darkness", which is his trademark, is still there. amazing, really.
fave scenes were unexpectedy "quiet" scenes: the tub scene, that really made me cry; then the ending of course... when young edward went to sandra's school the first time and screamed and then the daffodils... sigh! ewan mcgregor is so cute! hot! sexy! perfect as edward.
the whole thing about a man's life and how he told tall tales and how they worked as metaphors sometimes but turned out to be true stuff, was really cool. i never once got bored with it. the story telling was seamless. it was a great combination of reality and fiction and fairytale and the punchlines were cute.just saw the trailers for the exorcism of emily (fucking scary) and another ewan movie, stay... which is a scary movie also. shet. gusto ko panoorin pareho!Ü
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
thief
did your mother ever steal money from you? mine just did. i know had 270 in my wallet, and when i got thw money out to pay for delivery, 200 bucks were gone. wow. galeng.
no one else was in the room. she watched tv and i could see everything that was happening, but i guess it was when i was talking to jesse on the phone... speechless ako.
no one else was in the room. she watched tv and i could see everything that was happening, but i guess it was when i was talking to jesse on the phone... speechless ako.
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
under pressure
23 - jimmy eat world
i can feel it building... good news last night was when i got 30/30 calls perfect!!!! too bad it wasn't good enough coz last month, i got 3 mistakes so i haven't been certified yet... 32.8 pa acht ko eh passing was 32.5 PRESSURE!!!! gosh! kakatakot! swerte ko lang kse sun i have work so kme mga unang na-rerecord eh puro transfer pa un... grabe....
heavenly sound? my dog drinking/slurping waterÜ super cute!!!! i took him for a walk again and now he's sleeping under my chair... sigh...
elsewhere - bethany joy lenz
loverboy - mariah carey
sarap! 3-day rest for me! nothing to freakin' eat here, damn! wawa naman doggie ko... will watch phonebooth at noon... hay sarap! pahinga rin sa wakas!
i can feel it building... good news last night was when i got 30/30 calls perfect!!!! too bad it wasn't good enough coz last month, i got 3 mistakes so i haven't been certified yet... 32.8 pa acht ko eh passing was 32.5 PRESSURE!!!! gosh! kakatakot! swerte ko lang kse sun i have work so kme mga unang na-rerecord eh puro transfer pa un... grabe....
heavenly sound? my dog drinking/slurping waterÜ super cute!!!! i took him for a walk again and now he's sleeping under my chair... sigh...
elsewhere - bethany joy lenz
loverboy - mariah carey
sarap! 3-day rest for me! nothing to freakin' eat here, damn! wawa naman doggie ko... will watch phonebooth at noon... hay sarap! pahinga rin sa wakas!
Saturday, August 27, 2005
new hairÜ
everybody's changing - keane
i've never been happier! i finally had my hair cut and it's fantastic!!!!!!!!!! it's a really cute version of this hairstyle:
re-offender - travis; the first cut is the deepest - sheryl crow
i was really scared at first, and also because the magazines i was reading were featuring women who had long hair and i thought it was gonna turn out as a really bad cut; like totally NOT what you envisioned it to be... but i was dead wrong! the guy, roland, he was fantastic!!!!!!! highly recommended to those living in the don antonio area, go to david's and ask for roland, galing sya!ÜÜÜ
lie in the sound - trespassers william
was re-watching black hawk down... having problems with the tv, it won't start when i press the power button on the remote. fuck wag naman ngayon!!!!!!! 24 is showing next week on axn!!!!!! i'm SOOOOOOOOOOO excited!!!!!
thinking of putting highlights in my hair para ok naman... or bka cellophane or something. basta ayoko ng white hair! sobrang peeve ko yon, i dunno why... i have a thing with getting older, i guess. always have. next year, when i turn 24, i'm gonna get a tattoo on my arm like the 24 symbol on the show ;) can't wait!!!
the good kind - the wreckers
looking up tom (thomas) guiry in imdb and i thought i'd seen him before! while i was watching b.h.d., he seemed kinda familiar, so i looked him up in mystic river, and lo and behold, his credits include b.h.d.! am i good or what? ;) ...watched a trailer for four brothers and i have to say i kinda want to watch it. had/have a long-time crush on mark wahlberg ;) he's so cute!!! so is his brother, donnie wahlberg (loved him in band of brothers); love the way they talk! that boston accent is really hot!
kill - jimmy eat world
i'm beginning to REALLY love jimmy eat world... they have kill and this other song, 23 which is really my favorite of theirs. that one is so epic; sweeps you, you know? and when they were featured in oth for a full episode, that was awesome! they're like u2... they have different songs, but they keep their identity and dignity as a group/band intact. that's important i think when you're a band, especially a rock band.
when the stars go blue - bethany joy lenz & tyler hilton
can't wait to go to work tomorrow to show off my new hair. i have to get film so we can document it thoughÜ hehe! c ya!!!!
Friday, August 26, 2005
true blog
what'd i say - ray charles
i really was supposed to put in how happy i am i'm getting an eday next week on thursday: the start of the 3rd season of 24, baby, yahoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh my gosh! walang katapusang trade toh pag hindi thurs ang off ko!!!!!!!! fuck!!!!!!! pero shit worth it namanÜ can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hay nako
sometimes what you think is good becomes a liability... something sometimes you wanna get rid of... i plan on getting my hair cut today; found a hairstyle on charisma carpenter that i kinda like. but i don't want it to be super short. the article said she picked it off of christy turlington, so now i'm finding the same hairstyle on christy on the internet!
i also have to bring my dog to the vet for a possible xray and then drop some shit (literally) to the medical exam at work... hay nako talaga! bwiset! tapos ngayon pa nakalabas pa si booby kanina dahil sa isang ASSHOLE dito!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hay nako nanggagalaiti talaga ako ngayon bwiset!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAMATAY KA NA TRACEY ATIENZA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KAKARAMAHIN KA NG GINAGAWA MO PUTANGINA MONG HAYOP KA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i also have to bring my dog to the vet for a possible xray and then drop some shit (literally) to the medical exam at work... hay nako talaga! bwiset! tapos ngayon pa nakalabas pa si booby kanina dahil sa isang ASSHOLE dito!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hay nako nanggagalaiti talaga ako ngayon bwiset!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAMATAY KA NA TRACEY ATIENZA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KAKARAMAHIN KA NG GINAGAWA MO PUTANGINA MONG HAYOP KA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
dagnammit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my dog got into another accident last night (most probably)... it's my fault, i didn't let him in before i left and when i was getting ready to leave, he was already fighting with the ugly dog... sobrang totoo na kanina kse masama na kutob ko, so totoo nga that when you form a bond with your pet, kung ano mangyari, nafi-feel mo talaga... kakaawa nga eh. ung fron left leg naman nya ngayon napahamak, but not that bad like the last one... asked the vet (na sobrang suki ko na!) to come here ulit... just waiting...
good calls so far, perfect first 15 ko... kailangan ko lang ayusin ung next week... siiiiiiiiigghhh....
good calls so far, perfect first 15 ko... kailangan ko lang ayusin ung next week... siiiiiiiiigghhh....
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
bryan greenburg!!!
OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!!!!! may movie sya!!!!!!!!! it's called prime and i love the trailer!!!!!!!
high spirits
OTH soundtrack (again!)
5:45am - was interviewed for the RTA position for msn... interesting interview... they asked the basic and not-so-basic questions... i was nervous out of my mind!!!!!! i was literally shaking in my boots! AS IN!!!! i thought kse wala nang interview, i was originally scheduled for a 10.30pm one pero wala naman... so when tin gave me the piece of paper that said log out at 5.45-6 and look for paulo rta, sobrang natakot na ko! but they (interviewers) were niceÜ
start of the day was pretty bad for me. bad trip ung papunta and mga first few calls ko, so good luck kung na-q.a. ako kanina! fuck.
i have this HUGE secret that i CANNOT write here, it's too big. i have to keep it to myself... it's so juicy!!!! ;)
i went for a walk with my dog with the intention of also getting his nametag/dogtag(?) from dog city, but on the way there, we encountered 3 fucking dogs!!!!!! they ganged up on my doggie so booby just ran all the way home, he was too scared =( now he's kinda mad at me (i can understand) coz i think he blames me for bringing him there. malay ko ba na 3 aso don! fuck! never again. punyetang mga aso yon!
naiinis pa ko kse ung inorderan ko ng propolis creme for abby hindi nagttxt back kung nakabili na, para di na ko umasa, para ako na lang bili... fuck talaga. guys, if you're asked a question, please naman reply naman kayo, kahit ba negative pa sagot nyo, basta ba may reply lang. kung walang load, makitxt! what's the problem with that??? gosh!
i miss my friends...
bwisit! pangit ng ACHT ko! fuck.
:) it's OTH's finale tonight!!!! yahooooooooo!!!!!!! but i know what's gonna happen, so i can't wait for the 3rd season already! shet! super bitin itong finale nila! the 3rd season starts in october in the states, so kelan pa kaya un dito??? waaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!
ok. i'm gonna watch oprah now. later.
5:45am - was interviewed for the RTA position for msn... interesting interview... they asked the basic and not-so-basic questions... i was nervous out of my mind!!!!!! i was literally shaking in my boots! AS IN!!!! i thought kse wala nang interview, i was originally scheduled for a 10.30pm one pero wala naman... so when tin gave me the piece of paper that said log out at 5.45-6 and look for paulo rta, sobrang natakot na ko! but they (interviewers) were niceÜ
start of the day was pretty bad for me. bad trip ung papunta and mga first few calls ko, so good luck kung na-q.a. ako kanina! fuck.
i have this HUGE secret that i CANNOT write here, it's too big. i have to keep it to myself... it's so juicy!!!! ;)
i went for a walk with my dog with the intention of also getting his nametag/dogtag(?) from dog city, but on the way there, we encountered 3 fucking dogs!!!!!! they ganged up on my doggie so booby just ran all the way home, he was too scared =( now he's kinda mad at me (i can understand) coz i think he blames me for bringing him there. malay ko ba na 3 aso don! fuck! never again. punyetang mga aso yon!
naiinis pa ko kse ung inorderan ko ng propolis creme for abby hindi nagttxt back kung nakabili na, para di na ko umasa, para ako na lang bili... fuck talaga. guys, if you're asked a question, please naman reply naman kayo, kahit ba negative pa sagot nyo, basta ba may reply lang. kung walang load, makitxt! what's the problem with that??? gosh!
i miss my friends...
bwisit! pangit ng ACHT ko! fuck.
:) it's OTH's finale tonight!!!! yahooooooooo!!!!!!! but i know what's gonna happen, so i can't wait for the 3rd season already! shet! super bitin itong finale nila! the 3rd season starts in october in the states, so kelan pa kaya un dito??? waaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!
ok. i'm gonna watch oprah now. later.
Monday, August 15, 2005
chocolate everywhere!!!!
OTH soundtrack!!!!! Ü
whattaday! i didn't get to sleep until 7pm and i just woke up now... saw one of the best movies this year, charlie and the chocolate factoryÜ
but i got to hang out with a really good friend, sarah, today. we heard mass first then went off to the mall to eat, hang out and watch the movie... she is so fucking thin, that girl! grabe! as in payat! sabi ko nga para syang drug addict sa kapayatan nya! ...got to see her sis also, raya, who told me so many things about a really good companyÜ
but i was really happy coz i got to buy the one tree hill soundtrack!!!! sigh!!!!!!!! i love the songs so much i downloaded them then erased them now because i have them in an original cd... i have a thing about piracy: i hate it. i'm not a hypocrite, i downloaded them because i just really loved the songs so much. this is a highly recommended cd, for those of you who're into compilations and soundtracks. five stars!
ok. and now onto the movie... johnny depp is, like kiefer sutherland, one of the best in his generation... my three faves? him, kiefer and sean penn. they all started pretty much almost the same time, give or take a few years... but now looking back at their movie/tv choices, they all prove they're so prolific and great actors... ok. enuff. basically, since i'd seen the trailer a dozen times and have visited every site there is about this friggin' great movie, i came prepared and knew of the "secrets" (courtesy of imdb.com) and trivia... and i enjoyed it even more! tim burton is such a magnificent creator/imaginator (is there such a word?) the set just blew me away! the most telling thing is that it was such a colorful movie; and if you're a burton fan you'd understand what i'm talking about. all burton movies have a dark, sinister tone to it. this one's no different (in my opinion), but it was masked by all this color, which was just genius... to add a little history as to why and how will wonka is the way he is was great, too. helped get a different perspective to it.
my new favorite actor? freddie highmore just stole my heart! i can't say enough good things about him, he so dagnamit cute!!!! shit! his eyes just got me and he perfected that i'm-such-a-poor-boy-you-can't-help-but-love-me look. he is so adorable and kudos to johnny depp for suggesting to burton to get highmore in. when johnny depp is the one who recommends to the director you're good enough for the job because he was impressed in a previous movie collaboration, that speaks volumes. and highmore did not disappoint, i actually got emotional during the first few scenes before he got the ****** ******
the humor was subtle, yet incredibly funny; wonderfully delivered/executed. the oompa loompas were scene-stealers... fave scenes? every wonka bit --- i mean, johnny depp was just absolutely the embodiment of all the things he was inspired with about that role... he had that funny, dark, creepy, weird, o.c., sad, can't-put-my-finger, cute (he IS johnny depp!) thing going on. that haircut is so horrible, but it worked! i loved the blueberry song. fun-ny!i so would love to get my hands on the white/red goggles/shades they wore in the tv scene! i love that!!!!!
and now to go on a mini-review about the latest addition to m
y cd collection... one tree hill's creator mark schwahn summed it up when he wrote in the cd jacket: "the song (lie in the sound) is epic. heartbreaking. but at the same time comforting." that's what the entire cd is. if you're a HUGE oth fan (i mean, completely OBSESSED with it), this cd is a must-have. all of the songs remind oyou of good and bad times in the show, and as an added bonus, you get a whole new music perspective. the bands are awesome and really good. faves? almost everything, that's why it's such a keeper! the theme of course is so unforgettable, it's what gavin degraw a star in the u.s.; song #2 is one of my faves, see previous blogs... getting michelle branch and jessica harp together was "the good kind" ;) one of the defining moments of the show was an episode called "with arms outstretched" and re-offender was featured in that episode as well as the continuing one... a haunting song. travis is fucking amazing!i am a HUGE, HUGE naley fan, but i have to admit that the tyler hilton/bethany joy lenz remake of when the stars go blue is one of the best ones in the cd... bethany has such a cool, smooth voice, paired up with tyler's raspy one. an already great song made even betterÜ keane's everybody's changing is one of those poignant ones that you can't get out of your head when you hear it once. the lyrics are great... all of the songs' are. i just remember the scene when brooke was putting up pictures of everyone on her mirror/dresser and this song was playing...
mixtape, sidewalks, overdue and funny little feeling were surprises... they were familiar songs, but the titles sidetracked me. every single one totally reminds me of a scene/moment in the show, if not the show in general.
lie in the sound is the perfect way to end the cd. it's the song heard when naley get into the apartment after they get married for their really sweet honeymoon. all in all, the tracks chosen were all perfect. kudos to the producers and the guys who (i can tell) had a difficult undertaking of chosing just 14 songs to put in here. please. take a cue from that other show (the o.c.) and make more soundtracks!!!Ü people have to be familiarized with artists like citizen cope, switchfoot, ryan adams, pete yorn, yellowcard, velvet revolver, dashboard confessional, matthew ryan, michelle featherstone, eastmountainsouth, howie day... and they deserve the attentionÜ
this was an awesome day... now i have to let my doggie back in the house before whatever happens to him. ciao!
Friday, August 12, 2005
blah week
the scientist - coldplay
another uneventful day at home and at work... but i'm getting closer and closer to my ultimate goal, which is to leave this friggin' hellhole and be with my brother and other family in the u.s./canada... whatever it takes.
i was supposed to go out tonight with a friend to watch charlie and the chocolate factory, alas, he's not replying to my text messages... whatever.
everyday's been gloomy, both for me and the weather; i love rainy dayz, but it's bad for my dog, coz he can't go out, the poor guy =( he's stuck here when it's raining... i just let him out to pee... he hasn't taken a bath yet even... i can imagine he's bored and lonely... when i get outta here, i'm gonna bring him along.
like i said, an uneventful week and day off, so i've really got nothing to say... ciao.
another uneventful day at home and at work... but i'm getting closer and closer to my ultimate goal, which is to leave this friggin' hellhole and be with my brother and other family in the u.s./canada... whatever it takes.
i was supposed to go out tonight with a friend to watch charlie and the chocolate factory, alas, he's not replying to my text messages... whatever.
everyday's been gloomy, both for me and the weather; i love rainy dayz, but it's bad for my dog, coz he can't go out, the poor guy =( he's stuck here when it's raining... i just let him out to pee... he hasn't taken a bath yet even... i can imagine he's bored and lonely... when i get outta here, i'm gonna bring him along.
like i said, an uneventful week and day off, so i've really got nothing to say... ciao.
Friday, August 5, 2005
everybody's changing... and moving on?
everybody's changing - keane
just got back from napoli's from the twins' birthday celebration. i left 6pm... why did i get back so quickly? i didn't want to, but my best friend had to leave so for her not to feel left out, i left also. besides, it was raining cats and dogs... there's gonna be a storm...
silence is easy - starsailor
i was so excited to go because i'd be seeing old friends again after such a long time. surprise? aimee's back and i never even knew about it. apparently, her homecoming was a "secret". whatever that means. i feel as though she's changed. and not just now. last year, at her bon voyage, she was kinda distant. i dunno. i guess it's lack of constant communication that's why she's not as warm anymore? i'm going nuts. i know.
the good kind - the wreckers (one of my favesÜ)
i was thinking of going to work for an OT, but thought better of it. i'll be working straight through from tomorrow til wed anyway, so why slave over it? that's just the way my twisted mind works, i guess.
it's so nice to know that ruthie and i have the same plans for next year. baka fatima na rin ako. but i have yet to inquire with trinity about their nursing course... ho (ho, ho) well!
just lose it - eminem
it was so nice to see the francis and anthony again... gj and mikko were there too... and cecil tabunda was there too, with her boyfriend... francis' gf aiko was there too. super nice nya grabe! they deserve each otherÜ she's also taking up medicine at feu nova and i asked about nursing sabi nya dapat daw pala straight from h.s. ung magn-nursing... =(
things to do:
1. get a haircut
2. buy freakin' cds
3. get plenty of rest
4. stop making fucking side comments
... so far, not bad
just got back from napoli's from the twins' birthday celebration. i left 6pm... why did i get back so quickly? i didn't want to, but my best friend had to leave so for her not to feel left out, i left also. besides, it was raining cats and dogs... there's gonna be a storm...
silence is easy - starsailor
i was so excited to go because i'd be seeing old friends again after such a long time. surprise? aimee's back and i never even knew about it. apparently, her homecoming was a "secret". whatever that means. i feel as though she's changed. and not just now. last year, at her bon voyage, she was kinda distant. i dunno. i guess it's lack of constant communication that's why she's not as warm anymore? i'm going nuts. i know.
the good kind - the wreckers (one of my favesÜ)
i was thinking of going to work for an OT, but thought better of it. i'll be working straight through from tomorrow til wed anyway, so why slave over it? that's just the way my twisted mind works, i guess.
it's so nice to know that ruthie and i have the same plans for next year. baka fatima na rin ako. but i have yet to inquire with trinity about their nursing course... ho (ho, ho) well!
just lose it - eminem
it was so nice to see the francis and anthony again... gj and mikko were there too... and cecil tabunda was there too, with her boyfriend... francis' gf aiko was there too. super nice nya grabe! they deserve each otherÜ she's also taking up medicine at feu nova and i asked about nursing sabi nya dapat daw pala straight from h.s. ung magn-nursing... =(
things to do:
1. get a haircut
2. buy freakin' cds
3. get plenty of rest
4. stop making fucking side comments
... so far, not bad
blah... trankaso
wed was such a bad day for me. fuck! tues night i was working right? i was feeling bad already before i started because i was having this unbelievably severe body pain. i'm not exaggerating! as in parang namamanas ka na naipit lahat ng muscles mo. so the whole time i was working, i kept stretching, yawning, shivering because the cold was just too much. i ended up taking alaxan just to get through the day... even contemplated getting an etime again, but thought better of it. wala na nga me sweldo, ano pa kaya matitira next wek? good luck na lang.
***what do i hate? rats! specifically, got-nothing-better-to-do rats***
memories of naley... playing in the background "dare you to move"
so when i got home wed morning, after i checked the emails, i felt the body ache coming on big time so i had tata buy advil and i just slept right off. as in, no more tv, i dozed off and woke up in a sweat... but i think the advil had a side effect coz my eyes ballooned up like fucking blimps... i still felt really awful, dizzy... reported absent for work. DAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMNNNNNNNN!!!!!!! good luck tlga sa sweldo.
but tomorrow, i'm a happy girl... i get to see my long-time friends because the twins invited us to a birthday celebration at napoli's... gosh i miss those guys!
farah fooh got terminated. sucks big time! wala na ko ka-chikahan... sya lang naman link namin to the "intriga" world... hehe! ...i learned so much from her... and it's not just the rumor mill k? she gave me another perspective to stuff. farah lee, thank you. i'll miss you. you're a great friend and an even better mom. good luck! God bless!
cue pete francis "untold" love this fucking song!
what am i doing right now? shit. nothing. i thought that 24 was on based on skycable's schedule channel, but apparently, it's not. instead it's the lost show.... i hate that show.
seriously thinking of enrolling in trinity college. if by some miracle i pass the entrance exams or whatnot... still have to call up to inquire. i knew a girl once who worked with me at ibm who studied there... have to look her up in friendsterÜ
soak up the sun - sheryl crow (nice!)
this is how a heart breaks - rob thomas (this song is fucking crazy! you should hear it live)
the songs are the ones worth mentioning playing on my internet radio... shout out to hitsradio.com
anyway, i'm just trying to disassemble my brain so that i would know what to fucking do with my life... never thought "figuring out" things takes a long time! shit. hopefully all bodes well.. i've been having dreams of what my brother wrote in an email: You have your OWN HOME....and I'm not just talking> about a small bungalow....I'm talking about a> 3-bedroom, 2 bath, centralized, 3 car garage MANSION> where you can do whatever you want and no one can> fuck with you...not even Hitler. Mercedez, BMW in> the garage....all the $ in the bank.....maybe retire> early and spend the rest of your life on the beach> somewhere. Now is that something worth sacrificing 4> yrs of schoolwork over? I think so.
i have just been daydreaming about having a house in canada with my dog and my own car/s Ü i just can't wait to live there and LIVE ON MY OWN. whatever it takes. shit. basta makaalis lang ako with my dog.
***what do i hate? rats! specifically, got-nothing-better-to-do rats***
memories of naley... playing in the background "dare you to move"
so when i got home wed morning, after i checked the emails, i felt the body ache coming on big time so i had tata buy advil and i just slept right off. as in, no more tv, i dozed off and woke up in a sweat... but i think the advil had a side effect coz my eyes ballooned up like fucking blimps... i still felt really awful, dizzy... reported absent for work. DAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMNNNNNNNN!!!!!!! good luck tlga sa sweldo.
but tomorrow, i'm a happy girl... i get to see my long-time friends because the twins invited us to a birthday celebration at napoli's... gosh i miss those guys!
farah fooh got terminated. sucks big time! wala na ko ka-chikahan... sya lang naman link namin to the "intriga" world... hehe! ...i learned so much from her... and it's not just the rumor mill k? she gave me another perspective to stuff. farah lee, thank you. i'll miss you. you're a great friend and an even better mom. good luck! God bless!
cue pete francis "untold" love this fucking song!
what am i doing right now? shit. nothing. i thought that 24 was on based on skycable's schedule channel, but apparently, it's not. instead it's the lost show.... i hate that show.
seriously thinking of enrolling in trinity college. if by some miracle i pass the entrance exams or whatnot... still have to call up to inquire. i knew a girl once who worked with me at ibm who studied there... have to look her up in friendsterÜ
soak up the sun - sheryl crow (nice!)
this is how a heart breaks - rob thomas (this song is fucking crazy! you should hear it live)
the songs are the ones worth mentioning playing on my internet radio... shout out to hitsradio.com
anyway, i'm just trying to disassemble my brain so that i would know what to fucking do with my life... never thought "figuring out" things takes a long time! shit. hopefully all bodes well.. i've been having dreams of what my brother wrote in an email: You have your OWN HOME....and I'm not just talking> about a small bungalow....I'm talking about a> 3-bedroom, 2 bath, centralized, 3 car garage MANSION> where you can do whatever you want and no one can> fuck with you...not even Hitler. Mercedez, BMW in> the garage....all the $ in the bank.....maybe retire> early and spend the rest of your life on the beach> somewhere. Now is that something worth sacrificing 4> yrs of schoolwork over? I think so.
i have just been daydreaming about having a house in canada with my dog and my own car/s Ü i just can't wait to live there and LIVE ON MY OWN. whatever it takes. shit. basta makaalis lang ako with my dog.
Sunday, July 31, 2005
hmph... stop complaining bitch!
***my dog's sick. again. =( =( =( he got an infection from fighting with the other dogs in the neighborhood... it's kinda disappointing just coz i feel like my money's going to vet checkups and food and stuff. i mean, i was really looking forward to watching "the island" with a friend and i had to stay home to take care of my doggie... i don't want to complain, but i can't help it. yes, i'm selfish that way... but if you guys only knew what i go through everyday, you'd understand... it's not just my professional life, it's the personal and everything else... i feel like i'm tired all the time, even when i got a good night's rest. i constantly worry about things and my mind is like mush now from all the worrying and thinking i've been doing...
i'm careful of not putting ALL my thoughts into this thing, but sometimes i get tires of writing in my journal, and typing's faster!
...my dog's begging to be let out... but i know i can't under the vet's orders. his infection might worsen...
i have one more day left to "rest"... monday i go back to work... oh happy day.
i'm careful of not putting ALL my thoughts into this thing, but sometimes i get tires of writing in my journal, and typing's faster!
...my dog's begging to be let out... but i know i can't under the vet's orders. his infection might worsen...
i have one more day left to "rest"... monday i go back to work... oh happy day.
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
Saturday, July 16, 2005
life sucks. deal with it
maybe i forgot to include in my profile that i absolutely HATE mundane things and doing habitual, routinary stuff. there. i said it. actually, wrote it. but fuck! does this life suck or what? at least, mine does. i'm so jealous of my friends who're abroad, having the time of their lives. and i'm going out of my mind out here, trying to live on a (supposedly) call center salary (but honestly, wage workers, baka mas malaki pa kinikita nyo saken) supporting myself, some bills at the house and my dog. taking care of a dog is a huge thing, taking care of any animal is. when they get sick, you have to bring them to the vet and pray for the best; you have to bathe, feed them, make sure they have enough food and water to last them the few hrs you're not at home because the people in the house are just not animal lovers... and you can't even buy the things you WANT. just the stuff you NEED. oh! believe me. there's a giganormous difference between the two and don't even get me started on that! in the end, sometimes i just ask why am i even here??? it's all so dramatic, but i'm at that point right now, k? so stop bitchin'. let ME do that.
i'm just so fuckin' fed up with things that have been happening and i feel like i can't vent it fast enough! there're just too many thoughts inside my head right now that are bursting to be heard... or, in this case, written and read.
i never thought life would be this freakin' bad, ya know? it's just all too much to process, sometimes i just don't want to care anymore. but i'm human, so damn me to hell bcoz i can't help but friggin' care! i used to be such an optimist, but lately, i've just been so full of shitless thoughts, i'm spouting off curse words every second. even i'm dispppointed. i didn't have this kind of attitude before, dammit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! another question: how in da hell did that happen?
i'm just so fuckin' fed up with things that have been happening and i feel like i can't vent it fast enough! there're just too many thoughts inside my head right now that are bursting to be heard... or, in this case, written and read.
i never thought life would be this freakin' bad, ya know? it's just all too much to process, sometimes i just don't want to care anymore. but i'm human, so damn me to hell bcoz i can't help but friggin' care! i used to be such an optimist, but lately, i've just been so full of shitless thoughts, i'm spouting off curse words every second. even i'm dispppointed. i didn't have this kind of attitude before, dammit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! another question: how in da hell did that happen?
Sunday, July 10, 2005
THE BEST FORWARDED EMAIL EVER... and my fave shows
i missed my fave shows lately bec of some cable shit...
i am gonna buy me a mean dvd player and watch one tree hill and 24 and the o.c. and buffy and roswell and veronica mars over and over and over again!
this week's been stressful as usual, but who doesnt have that right? esp. now, in this time of whateverness. fuck! what the fuck is happening to our country? well, i think one email forwarded to me recently can pretty much sum it up. i think every tax-paying, honest person and hardworking person out there should read it:
FW: WALANG KWENTANG PINASThe sentiments of the writer are so true... About themanner of expression, mejo violent but i respectit.... Many would ask, where is God amidst thesethings... my opinion - He is just waiting for us to let Him do things His way. Only in Him, we can find HOPE. God bless! :-)Kel
Galing sa isang ordinaryong manggawa sa Pilipinas Walang kwenta ang Pilipinas By: jawbreaker. (isang ordinaryong office worker naayaw na magbayad ng tax...ever!) Hindi ko na mapigilan ang sarili ko. Sukang-suka na kosa mga nangyayari sa bansang ‘to! Walang katapusang corruption, walang kamatayangpangbabatikos, pagbabatuhan ng tae atpagpapa-taasan ng ihi ng mga pulitiko sa bawat isa, walang tigil na imbestigasyon ng kung ano-anongisyu pero wala namang matinong resolusyon,walang puknat na pag-aagawan ng kapangyarihan sa pagitan ng mga partido, patuloy napagdami ng tamad at tangang Pilipino, patuloy napakikipaglaban ng ideolohiyang wala namang silbi. Ang gobyerno ng Pilipinas, talo pa ang septic tank nahinihigop ng Malabanan saksakan ng dumi at napakabaho. Kaya hindinakakapagtaka na ang Pilipinas ang isa sapinakamahirap at corrupt na bansa sa mundo. Kasi lahat sila bulok, lahat sila walang kwenta. Lahat silasugapa sa kapangyarihan at sa pera.
ANAK NG TETENG! !$#%Q!&!* @!!!!! KAHIT KRISTIYANO AKO, HINDI KO MAPIGILANG MAGMURA ATHILINGIN SA DIYOS (MINSAN NGA PATI SA DEMONYO) NAMAMATAY NA SILANG LAHAT AT I-BBQ SILA NG HABANG-BUHAY SA IMPIERNO. SINONG “SILA”? EH DI MGA CORRUPT NA GOVERNMENTOFFICIALS AND WORKERS, MGA TAMBAY NA PILIPINO NAANG LALAKI NG KATAWAN PERO HINDI NAMAN NAGTRATRABAHO AT HINDI NAGBABAYAD NG TAX, MGAMAYAYAMAN AT ARISTANG TAX EVADERS, PATI MGAAKTIBISTA, NPA AT IBA PANG IDEOLOGICAL GROUPS NA HINDI NAGBABAYAD NG TAX PERO PANG-GULO!!! MAMATAY NAKAYO!!! Lagi na lang sinasabi ng mga pulitiko: Ipaglaban angmasa! Tulungan ang masa! Mahalin ang masa! PUNYETA! MASA LANG BA ANG TAO SA PILIPINAS? SINO BA TALAGA ANG BUMUBUHAY SA PUNYETANG BANSANG TO? SAAN BA GALING ANG PANGPAGAWA NG MGA TULAY AT KALYE?SAAN BA GALING ANG PORK BARREL? SAAN BA GALING ANGPERANG KINUKURAKOT NYO? KAMI NA MGA MANGGAGAWA AT MIDDLE CLASS NA BAGO PAMAKUHA ANG SWELDO BAWAS NA KAMI ANG BUMUBUHAY SA WALANG KWENTANG BANSANA ‘TO!!!!!!!!! BAKIT YANG BANG MGA MASANG YAN NA LAGI NA LANG SENTRONG PLATAPORMA NG MGA PULITIKO EH NAGBABAYAD BA NGTAX???!!!! F**K YOU! KAHIT ISA SA MGA NAG-RA-RALLYING MGASQUATTER NA YAN, KAHIT SINGKO HINDI NAG-RE-REMITYAN SA BIR! PERO PINAPAKINGGAN BA KAMI NG GOBYERNO? LAGI NA LANG OPINYON NG MASA ANG INIINTINDI NGGOBYERNO. KUNG SINO ANG NAG-RA-RALLY, SA EDSA, SILA ANGNASUSUNOD. KUNG SINO ANG MAS MALAKAS SUMIGAW PERO WALA NAMANGECONOMIC CONTRIBUTION, SILA LAGI ANGFOCUS PAG MAY PROBLEMA. SILA LAGI ANG BIDA. KAMING MGA ORDINARYONG OFFICE WORKERS, OFW’S, LABORERSAT IBA PANG NAG-TRA-TRABAHO AT NAGBABAYAD NGTAX - KAMI ANG NAGPAPAKAHIRAP PARA BUHAYIN ANGPILIPINAS. KAMI ANG MGA TUNAY NA BAYANI NG BANSA!!!
Tuwing nakikita ko ang payslip ko, nag-iinit ang uloko at gusto kong maiyak sa inis. Napakalaki ngtax na binabawas sa akin pero ginagamit lang sawalang kwentang bagay ang perang pinaghirapan ko. Lahat ng pagtitipid ginagawa ko para suportahan angsarili ko, pamilya ko at ang punyetang bansang to.Ni hindi ako makabili ng chicken and spaghetti meal sa Jollibee kahit gutom na gutom na ko.Nag-tya-tyaga ako sa waffle na tig-P10, o kaya pagmay konting pera, junior bola-bola siopao saMini-Stop sa halangang P20. Eh kung yung pera ko na pinapangbabayad sa tax sa kinna lang napunta, eh di sana nakakapanood pa ko ngsine at least 2 beses sa isang buwan. Nakabili nasana ako ng bagong rubber shoes. Nakapagpagawa na sanaako ng sarili kong bahay. Yung tax na binabayad ko, karamihan nun derecho sabulsa ng mga corrupt na mga government officials atworkers. Habang hirap na hirap akong i-budgetang pera ko, sila naman nagpapakasarap sa mga mansyon.SUV’s at luxury cars pa ang dina-drive nila,samantalang ako sa pedicab lang sumasakay! P****** INA! PERA KO YANG PINAPAGPAPASASAAN NYO!!!!! Yung tax na binabayad ko, pinapangsuporta sa mgamahihirap. Saan ba galing ang pera pangpagawang housing at pagtulong sa mga mahihirap, di ba samga manggagawa na nagbabayad ng buwis! Pero karamihanng mahihirap, kung umasta kala mo inaapisila ng sobra. SA TOTOO LANG NO, KAYA ANG MGA MAHIHIRAP LALONG NAGHIHIRAP KASI MGA TAMAD! Ang daming mga tambay sa kalye na walang trabaho peroang laki ng katawan. Eh kung sila banagkargador sa pier eh di sana may pera sila. TAPOS WALA NA NGANG PERA, ANAK PA NG ANAK! PUNYETA! LALO NYO LANG PINAPADAMI ANG TAMAD AT TANGA SA MUNDO!!!!! Naaawa ako sa mga batang pakalat-kalat sa kalye atnamamalimos. Imbes na nag-aaral, dumadagdag langsila sa bilang ng mga future criminals sa Pinas.Hindi ako magtataka na yung batang nakita kongnamamalimos sa Cubao, pagkatapos ng ilang taoncellphone snatcher na. YUNG MGA MAGULANG NAMAN DYAN, COMMON SENSE LANG! HIRAP NA HIRAP NA NGA KAYO SA BUHAY, MANGDADAMAY PA KAYONG IBA?! PAPARAMIHAN NYO PA LAHI NYO! Palibhasa walang mga trabaho at walangpinagkaka-abalahan, kaya nagkakalabitan atnagsusundutan na lang maghapon, magdamag. Sa totoo lang, nakakabilib. Kasi kahit sa ilalim ng tulay osa kariton lang, nakakabuo pa rin ng bata! Ibigsabihin, maabilidad ang mga Pinoy. Kung gugustuhin, gagawan ng paraan. Kahit sa makipot,mabaho at maduming lugar - SOLVE! Isa pang mga grupo ng tao na nakakainis, yung mgaaktibista, NPA at kung ano-ano pang ideologicalpolitical groups. Sabi nila, mahal na mahal nilaang Pilipinas kaya pinagpalalaban nila ang kanilangmga adhikain.
PUNYETA! EH HINDI RIN KAYO NAGBABAYAD NG TAX! ANGKAKAPAL RIN NG MGA MUKHA NYO! MGA IPOKRITO! MAHAL DAW ANG PILIPINAS AYAW NAMANMAGBAYAD NG BUWIS! BAKIT MAY BIR COLLECTOR BA SA GITNA NG MENDIOLA ATEDSA?! MAY TAX COLLECTION BA SA BUNDOK?! WALA DIN NAMAN KAYONG MGA TRABAHO! KUNG MAY TRABAHOTALAGA KAYO, HINDI KAYO MAG-RA-RALLY DAHIL SAYANGANG SWELDO NYO PAG ABSENT KAYO! PAANO NYO MAIPAPAKITA ANG PAGMAMAHAL NYO SA PILIPINASKUNG WALa NA KAYONG GAWANG MATINO KUNDIMAG-RALLY AT MAMUNDOK??!!! ISA PA YANG MGA MAYAYAMAN AT MGA ARTISTA, NANANGDADAYA AT HINDI NAGBABAYAD NG BUWIS. ANGKAKAPAL NG MUKHA NYO! ANG DAMI NYO NA NGANG PERANANGDADAYA PA KAYO SA TAX!!!! HINDI NYO NAMAN MADADALASA IMPIERNO YANG MGA KAYAMAN NYO. MASUSUNOG LANGDUN YAN. KAYA LALONG BUMABAGSAK ANG NEGOSYO DITO SA PILIPINAS,KASI MGA NEGOSYANTE MANDARAYA. PATISHOWBIZ INDUSTRY, BAGSAK NA DIN. KARMA ANG TAWAGDYAN. MGA BALASUBAS KASI. Sana magkaron ng POLITICAL AND NATIONAL CLEANSING. Alisin (mas maganda kung patayin na lang) ang lahat ngpulitiko at political families sa puwesto. Tibagin ang lahat ng mapanirang organizations at grupo. Itapon sa malayong isla o kayai-pwersa ng hard labor ang mga sobrang tamad na mga Pilipino. Ihiwalay ang mga bata sa kanilang mgatamad at tangang magulang upang makapag-aral sila at maturuan na maging mabuting tao at mamamayan.Magkaron ng bagong lider na walang political ties at utang na loob sa kahit sino. At higit sa lahat, dapat tax payers lang ang pwedeng bumoto! Kung kinakailangang magka-giyera para magtino ang mgaPilipino, ayos lang. Masyado na kasing matigasang ulo ng mga tao dito. Gusto ng kalayaan, pero hindi naman handang panagutan ang responsibilidadng pagiging malaya. Meron daw pinaglalaban naprinsipyo at adhikain pero takot namang mamatay para dito. (Sa mga nakaka-alam sa anime na Gundam Wing, yan anginspirasyon ko sa new Pinas hehe. I love youZechs! I love you Treize!) Hangga’t hindi nagkakaron ng radical change, patuloyna walang kwenta ang Pilipinas at patuloy namagiging tanga ang majority ng mga Pilipino. Sa dami ng nag-mi-migrate na Pilipino sa ibang bansa,dadating ang panahon na minority na lang ngpopulation sa Pilipinas ang may utak. Yung mgamagagaling na Pilipino, malamang maubos na. Sobra nakasi silang na-fru-frustrate at na-de-depresssa mga nakikita nila. Ilang taon pa at aalis na rin ako sa Pilipinas. Wala kong balak na magkaron ng pamilya sa isang bansa na hindi pinapahalagahan ang kontribusyon ng mga taong tunay na bumubuhay dito. Kawawa naman ang magiging anak ko kung dito sya mabubuhay.
Sa totoo lang, broken hearted ako. Minahal ko din angbansang ito. Pilit kong pinagtatanggol kahit bulok.Nakarating na ko ng ibang bansa, pero pinili kongbumalik. Pero ngayon, ayoko na. Suko na ko. Sayanglang ako sa bansang to. Simple lang naman anghiling ko. Gusto ko lang mabuhay ng tahimik atmaayos. Gusto ko na kahit paano eh maipagmalaki ang Pilipinas. Pero wala eh. Doomed to be jologsang bansang to. Alam ko marami pa ang umaasa at naniniwala sapagbabago. Good luck and God bless! Sana tama kayoat mali ako.
the most beautiful piece of writing i've come across in a looooooooooooooooong time! whoever you are, I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! about time someone spoke their mind around here. sobrang totoo lahat ng pinagsusulat nya and to those who don't understand tagalog, please let a friend translate it for you. worthwhile read, kahit mahaba.... it's like the author went into my brain and heart and wrote all my thoughts and frustrations and bitterness and anger and sadness and desperation all into this one email. one of the nest forwards in a long while.
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
"k" marks the spot
so... been so long since i've written in here... well, i barely get enough sleep lately and i've just been so tired from work and now i have to bring my dog to the vet yet again bcoz he's been biting himself on his hind legs and now he's kinda bleeding =( i dunno what it is, but i hope it's just something not serious... gosh
highlight of the month was when i got my tattooÜÜÜ the one thing i've been wanting since high school... the design's kinda complicated: it's someone's symbol but i dunno if she copyrighted it, so if yes, sorry! it just has so many meanings to me and it sums up a lot of who i am... if i get to photograph it, i'll post it hereÜ
so far, saw mr&mrs smith and it was ok. the thing that surprised me the most was how funny it was and how funny brad and angelina were... waiting to see war of the worlds and (this is so 2006) the sentinel (kiefer!!!!) and for those of you not in the know, rent the musical is a movie and will be out this nov, stars rosario dawson and a lot of the original cast from the playÜ can't wait!!!! also for davinci code... i would've liked it if kiefer were in it, but hell! i hope tom doesn't screw this one up!
well, au voir! later.
highlight of the month was when i got my tattooÜÜÜ the one thing i've been wanting since high school... the design's kinda complicated: it's someone's symbol but i dunno if she copyrighted it, so if yes, sorry! it just has so many meanings to me and it sums up a lot of who i am... if i get to photograph it, i'll post it hereÜ
so far, saw mr&mrs smith and it was ok. the thing that surprised me the most was how funny it was and how funny brad and angelina were... waiting to see war of the worlds and (this is so 2006) the sentinel (kiefer!!!!) and for those of you not in the know, rent the musical is a movie and will be out this nov, stars rosario dawson and a lot of the original cast from the playÜ can't wait!!!! also for davinci code... i would've liked it if kiefer were in it, but hell! i hope tom doesn't screw this one up!
well, au voir! later.
Friday, June 17, 2005
ang saya!
THIS IS DEFINITELY MY DAY... haha! got a tattoo! fi-fucking-nally!!!Ü i'll put up a picture once i get someone to take it (it's on my back...) hurt like a mother but it was all good... it's my dream to have one since h.s...... and THEN i watched mr. & mrs. smith... so you can only imagine... i haven't had sleep for more than 24 hrs now... uhm... going on 28 hrs w/o any z's... i've done this b4, don't worry;) i also got to shop for clothes and stuff, so the day was productiveÜ
loved the movie... i thought brad and angelina really clicked, no wonder all those "rumors" started... go check it out; it's worth the hype.
only downside? i have to work tom night =(
loved the movie... i thought brad and angelina really clicked, no wonder all those "rumors" started... go check it out; it's worth the hype.
only downside? i have to work tom night =(
Saturday, May 21, 2005
OH HAPPY DAY!
JUST SAW THE MOST AWESOME MOVIE BY FAR THIS YEAR: STAR WARS 3 - REVENGE OF THE SITH. nuff said. hehe. the most amazing special effects, the most emotionally charged of ALL of the trilogies, and (i may go overboard, but what the hell!) in my opinion, the BEST of them all. i mean, this is THE most anticipated of all movies! the previous two were just the stepping stones if you may, to what the fans and curious ones have been REALLY wanting to see: how sweet anakin became the most feared, powerful (and hated) jedi of all.
from the very beginning, the movie was really buzzing with electricity, non-stop action and one of the classic lines delivered ("i have a bad feeling about this") early on by beloved obi-wan, played so beautifully and masterfully by my crush, ewan mcgregorÜ my fave scene was towards the end when padme said "anakin, you're breaking my heart". i mean, that whole scene at the landing area at the lava or whatever hell place that was. when hayden christensen really displayed his acting chops. i agree with lucas's decision to make the hayden subtlely play the transformation in AOTC; it really worked because we get to see the full impact of being influenced by the dark side. the thing that got to me was that it's the biggest irony: anakin sacrificed himself, really, just so padme could live, but in the end, he was the one who ultimately did what he feared the most. i just love the epicness of it all. i now understand that love played a big part in his reverting to the dark side, it was just twisted because he was really just a lonely, confused guy. i mean, take away all the battle scenes/sfx, and you're left with a REALLY GOOD story, guys! lucas outdid himself on this one, and what a way to go! really loved hayden in this one. i was impressed, just really singing his praises!
as usual, natalie and ewan didn't disappoint. i read in one article that natalie hated that she didn't get to participate in any of the action, but in truth, she saw more "action" in this one than in any of the others. i just loved that she was the vulnerable padme and that her love was greater than anything that she was willing to die for it.(sob!) ewan as obi-wan in this one also outdid himself. the part where he said "you were my brother. i loved you" was just priceless. you really FEEL it. and for a sci-fi movie, that's big.
the music and the familiar tones incorporated from the previous trilogy was just great! as a fan, this did not disappoint at all. and telling the history of how things came to be for the first saga was just beautiful. it all came to place, finally... tied the two trilogies so beautifully and seamlessly. goosebumps all over! perfect 10. a must-see!!!! over and over and over again! i plan to watch it again! WEE!!!
from the very beginning, the movie was really buzzing with electricity, non-stop action and one of the classic lines delivered ("i have a bad feeling about this") early on by beloved obi-wan, played so beautifully and masterfully by my crush, ewan mcgregorÜ my fave scene was towards the end when padme said "anakin, you're breaking my heart". i mean, that whole scene at the landing area at the lava or whatever hell place that was. when hayden christensen really displayed his acting chops. i agree with lucas's decision to make the hayden subtlely play the transformation in AOTC; it really worked because we get to see the full impact of being influenced by the dark side. the thing that got to me was that it's the biggest irony: anakin sacrificed himself, really, just so padme could live, but in the end, he was the one who ultimately did what he feared the most. i just love the epicness of it all. i now understand that love played a big part in his reverting to the dark side, it was just twisted because he was really just a lonely, confused guy. i mean, take away all the battle scenes/sfx, and you're left with a REALLY GOOD story, guys! lucas outdid himself on this one, and what a way to go! really loved hayden in this one. i was impressed, just really singing his praises!
as usual, natalie and ewan didn't disappoint. i read in one article that natalie hated that she didn't get to participate in any of the action, but in truth, she saw more "action" in this one than in any of the others. i just loved that she was the vulnerable padme and that her love was greater than anything that she was willing to die for it.(sob!) ewan as obi-wan in this one also outdid himself. the part where he said "you were my brother. i loved you" was just priceless. you really FEEL it. and for a sci-fi movie, that's big.
the music and the familiar tones incorporated from the previous trilogy was just great! as a fan, this did not disappoint at all. and telling the history of how things came to be for the first saga was just beautiful. it all came to place, finally... tied the two trilogies so beautifully and seamlessly. goosebumps all over! perfect 10. a must-see!!!! over and over and over again! i plan to watch it again! WEE!!!
Thursday, May 19, 2005
holy crap!
oh my gosh! it's been so long, i almost forgot how to use the fucking internet! for a month or so, the computer's been broken, not able to log into the net and all that shit... really made me angry. anyway, just got regularized last april 22 so that's good news... still trying to make up for lost time because of the friggin' chicken pox.... and now, catching up on all the emails that's been sitting in my mailbox all those weeks.
tomorrow we'll be watching REVENGE OF THE SITH!!!! I CANNOT WAIT!!!! my friend got tickets in eastwood and we're reserved right smackdab in the middle! WOOHOO!!!! i even bought the premiere mag that had hayden on the cover. real cool... when the lights are off, the lightsaber actually glows!
i missed my 24 news and kiefer and music and stuff! oooooohhh! be back probably and hopefully on my next off. cheers
tomorrow we'll be watching REVENGE OF THE SITH!!!! I CANNOT WAIT!!!! my friend got tickets in eastwood and we're reserved right smackdab in the middle! WOOHOO!!!! i even bought the premiere mag that had hayden on the cover. real cool... when the lights are off, the lightsaber actually glows!
i missed my 24 news and kiefer and music and stuff! oooooohhh! be back probably and hopefully on my next off. cheers
Monday, April 11, 2005
April 11, 2005 12:50am
I’m writing this in word because I can’t seem to open a webpage when connecting to the net… another one of my problems. Well, I had the chicken pox and now it’s going away, slowly, but surely☺ but the doctor said that I can only go back to work if all the scabs or whatever healed up and were gone, otherwise, it’s a risk of passing it on to someone else.
Anyway, I’m just really bored at home, watching TV, (used to) surf the Internet… eat, sleep, take care of my dog --- another topic later. I wish I’d bought the DVD player then! Shit.
And now I know going back to work I wouldn’t have any salary next payday because I didn’t work for 2 friggin’ weeks! I hate this! And I can barely get by with what I have now! Tuff. I’m just so nervous and worried about the certification… I have awful stats! And now this setback of me getting sick! I hate it! I sure hope there’s something good after this…
I can’t even setup or go to my barkada’s meeting. Ina and Gel are leaving for the States and Japan respectively, going back to their lives and we haven’t even seen each other, much less talk! =(
My dog found a freakin’ girlfriend. He rarely comes home now and even fights the other dogs whenever they get near the bitch. I just don’t like it. Yes! I’m jealous. Whatever. I’m just selfish that way…
April 11, 2005 7:23am
The fucking Internet is still not working… so I’ll be typing my thoughts here again… there comes certain times (to me at least) when the brain just starts to run and run and run, like you drank 4 cups of coffee in a row or something…
I finally got bored with watching TV and staying at home… I guess I miss work (weird!) and my officemates and friends and just talking to customers; some of them can be nice☺
Thank God you can’t get chicken pox ever again once you do get it☺☺☺
I MISS THE INTERNET! SHET!
I’m writing this in word because I can’t seem to open a webpage when connecting to the net… another one of my problems. Well, I had the chicken pox and now it’s going away, slowly, but surely☺ but the doctor said that I can only go back to work if all the scabs or whatever healed up and were gone, otherwise, it’s a risk of passing it on to someone else.
Anyway, I’m just really bored at home, watching TV, (used to) surf the Internet… eat, sleep, take care of my dog --- another topic later. I wish I’d bought the DVD player then! Shit.
And now I know going back to work I wouldn’t have any salary next payday because I didn’t work for 2 friggin’ weeks! I hate this! And I can barely get by with what I have now! Tuff. I’m just so nervous and worried about the certification… I have awful stats! And now this setback of me getting sick! I hate it! I sure hope there’s something good after this…
I can’t even setup or go to my barkada’s meeting. Ina and Gel are leaving for the States and Japan respectively, going back to their lives and we haven’t even seen each other, much less talk! =(
My dog found a freakin’ girlfriend. He rarely comes home now and even fights the other dogs whenever they get near the bitch. I just don’t like it. Yes! I’m jealous. Whatever. I’m just selfish that way…
April 11, 2005 7:23am
The fucking Internet is still not working… so I’ll be typing my thoughts here again… there comes certain times (to me at least) when the brain just starts to run and run and run, like you drank 4 cups of coffee in a row or something…
I finally got bored with watching TV and staying at home… I guess I miss work (weird!) and my officemates and friends and just talking to customers; some of them can be nice☺
Thank God you can’t get chicken pox ever again once you do get it☺☺☺
I MISS THE INTERNET! SHET!
Wednesday, April 6, 2005
chicken pox
ok... i've accepted it already, though i still can't live with it! damn, these things are fuckin' itchy! anyway, i didn't realize what it was until my friend, jing, told me. then i visited the nurse to get consultation and she sent me home. when i got home, i was semi-ok; kinda nauseous but ok... it was in full bloom then, so when i got back from the doctor, he just signed the sss papers and gave me a medical certificate.
another reason to hate your job/workplace: if they literally make you sick. a warning to those working in confined spaces and particularly airconditioned ones... always ask if they're ventilating the place... whether they're airing out or fumigating the previous week's dirt or not. i did some research regarding chicken pox and turns out that for you to catch it, there's an incubating period of 1-2 days; wherein you'll be coughing a lot or basically already spreading the freakin' virus around and didn't even know it. which was what happened to me. when i talked to the nurse, she said that if ever my case WAS chicken pox, i would be the 4th person to get it in the company. grrrreat.
with all the coughing i did in the past week or so, i may have spread that virus around to a good 5 or 10 people, depending on who hasn't gotten it yet or who's immune system is weak. i couldn't have gotten it anywhere else. know why? i didn't GO anywhere else. my routine is: sleep, wakeup, eat, go to work, go home, sleep. even on my days off i couldn't find the energy to go out and be with friends or even shop by myself or whatever. i usually just rest it off. and it made complete sense that the virus was airborne and that i was stuck there for like 9, sometimes 11 hrs a day for overtimes and stuff.
i'm more upset because not too long ago, i got the mumps too. ha! and i had also been working in the same company. still am. geez! i know they're cost-cutting, but come on! to endanger your employees' lives like that??? i'm just saying, it's not worth it, what i'm doing and what they're paying me... i know i shouldn't, but i've got no one else to talk to about this. i've constantly complained to other people in the office who agree as well but to no avail.... thank God i'm not in any serious health condition or anything... --- that was sarcastic.
another reason to hate your job/workplace: if they literally make you sick. a warning to those working in confined spaces and particularly airconditioned ones... always ask if they're ventilating the place... whether they're airing out or fumigating the previous week's dirt or not. i did some research regarding chicken pox and turns out that for you to catch it, there's an incubating period of 1-2 days; wherein you'll be coughing a lot or basically already spreading the freakin' virus around and didn't even know it. which was what happened to me. when i talked to the nurse, she said that if ever my case WAS chicken pox, i would be the 4th person to get it in the company. grrrreat.
with all the coughing i did in the past week or so, i may have spread that virus around to a good 5 or 10 people, depending on who hasn't gotten it yet or who's immune system is weak. i couldn't have gotten it anywhere else. know why? i didn't GO anywhere else. my routine is: sleep, wakeup, eat, go to work, go home, sleep. even on my days off i couldn't find the energy to go out and be with friends or even shop by myself or whatever. i usually just rest it off. and it made complete sense that the virus was airborne and that i was stuck there for like 9, sometimes 11 hrs a day for overtimes and stuff.
i'm more upset because not too long ago, i got the mumps too. ha! and i had also been working in the same company. still am. geez! i know they're cost-cutting, but come on! to endanger your employees' lives like that??? i'm just saying, it's not worth it, what i'm doing and what they're paying me... i know i shouldn't, but i've got no one else to talk to about this. i've constantly complained to other people in the office who agree as well but to no avail.... thank God i'm not in any serious health condition or anything... --- that was sarcastic.
Monday, April 4, 2005
Saturday, April 2, 2005
pope
this is really bothering me. i've been crying nonstop now for the whole day that the news has been covering the pope's condition. i just can't stop crying everytime i see, like file footage of him or something... i'm just so touched by his presence and his being... you can really see how wonderful and kind and nice he is and how loved he is... listening to robbie williams greatest hits to the song "angels". eventhough it's for a girl, the message is strong. there's also this sarah mclachlan song "full of grace" that's also approriate. just offers you solace.... i really don't know what to think or say or feel.
i'm not a devout catholic, i don't hear mass every sunday; i don't observe the rosary month (the last time i did that was in high school or college); i'm just not an active catholic. but i wear a crucifix. i wear my faith right next to my heart because i believe that you don't have to be an "active" catholic to be considered rightful and pure of soul and heart. if you practice what they preach and not just for others' sake, but because you freely want to, that's what i think is the true christian. you don't have to be good because others are present. you do good because that's what's right and that's what you feel like doing. the pope taught me many things. like i said earlier, i made a paper on him back when i was in grade school. the teacher asked us to come up with 3 people we think influenced us the most. i picked mr. & mrs. john kennedy and karol wojtyla. the first two because they forever changed the way we look at america and how they re-defined the intentions and culture of that country so well that until NOW, they're still being talked about and books are still being written about them.
the latter because he was the quiet, loving, caring, forgiving and holy man that he is. i remember writing that he looked like a teddy bear, with his big broad shoulders and his eyes... the kindest eyes you have ever seen. even now as i surf through the news sites and watch cnn and local news about him, i still get teary-eyed, cry even. a person who could evoke so much emotion from others is truly great. i do know one thing for sure: that when the time comes that he has to go and be with his Maker, he will be the guardian angel for all of us, looking in on us and guiding us to the path and way that God wants us to go. hoping for the pope's recovery...
i'm not a devout catholic, i don't hear mass every sunday; i don't observe the rosary month (the last time i did that was in high school or college); i'm just not an active catholic. but i wear a crucifix. i wear my faith right next to my heart because i believe that you don't have to be an "active" catholic to be considered rightful and pure of soul and heart. if you practice what they preach and not just for others' sake, but because you freely want to, that's what i think is the true christian. you don't have to be good because others are present. you do good because that's what's right and that's what you feel like doing. the pope taught me many things. like i said earlier, i made a paper on him back when i was in grade school. the teacher asked us to come up with 3 people we think influenced us the most. i picked mr. & mrs. john kennedy and karol wojtyla. the first two because they forever changed the way we look at america and how they re-defined the intentions and culture of that country so well that until NOW, they're still being talked about and books are still being written about them.
the latter because he was the quiet, loving, caring, forgiving and holy man that he is. i remember writing that he looked like a teddy bear, with his big broad shoulders and his eyes... the kindest eyes you have ever seen. even now as i surf through the news sites and watch cnn and local news about him, i still get teary-eyed, cry even. a person who could evoke so much emotion from others is truly great. i do know one thing for sure: that when the time comes that he has to go and be with his Maker, he will be the guardian angel for all of us, looking in on us and guiding us to the path and way that God wants us to go. hoping for the pope's recovery...
Friday, April 1, 2005
death itself
it's kinda morbid what i'm about to write and what you're about to read... i'm just so bothered with what i call "consecutive death"... it's kinda weird the way it happens. there was diana and mother teresa and then later john kennedy jr. in 1997... aaliyah and sept 11 in 2001 and now the schiavo case and now we have an ailing Pope and the king of monaco both sick and frail and, you have to admit and accept it, near death. i just felt writing it because they can't all be coincidence, that's too weird, for lack of a better word. i'm just worried, especially for the pope, because i wrote a paper on him once and i know that he's the kindest, most awesome person on earth.
ok... speaking of the schiavo case, the more i find out about it, the more i wanna kill the michael schiavo --- i truly wish he's the one lying there dead instead of his wife (whom he apparently refuses to divorce because of insurance money... he has children with another woman). i just can't understand how the US justice system could just let that happen. admittedly, i have no idea how their government works, but i watch the news, i kinda have a brain too and it doesn't take a genius to figure out that the schindlers were cheated, they were robbed of a daughter. it was bad enough that the husband killed his wife, but now they're fighting over how she's going to be buried, if she'll be cremated or not. it's just unbelievable that the asshole can't let go. she's dead, you jerk!!! give her to her family already! i cannot see for the life of me a reason to keep holding on to her just to cremate her. i'm just amazed how much evil there is in the world.
ok... speaking of the schiavo case, the more i find out about it, the more i wanna kill the michael schiavo --- i truly wish he's the one lying there dead instead of his wife (whom he apparently refuses to divorce because of insurance money... he has children with another woman). i just can't understand how the US justice system could just let that happen. admittedly, i have no idea how their government works, but i watch the news, i kinda have a brain too and it doesn't take a genius to figure out that the schindlers were cheated, they were robbed of a daughter. it was bad enough that the husband killed his wife, but now they're fighting over how she's going to be buried, if she'll be cremated or not. it's just unbelievable that the asshole can't let go. she's dead, you jerk!!! give her to her family already! i cannot see for the life of me a reason to keep holding on to her just to cremate her. i'm just amazed how much evil there is in the world.
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